YELLOW THINGY

the last supper

2010-06-06T17:43:00.010+07:00

yes indeed! it's another boring day,, nothing to do,, so i'm writing a new post for this deserted blog,, LOL,, today i'm so alone~ nobody accompany me through the day,, not even my sister! GRAA~ she's so mean that she left we when i call to chat,, ='(

so today i'm gonna post some photos from the last supper,, err,, okayy it's not the Jesus last supper thingy! it's the red apple last supper,, (red apple: my english course institute) so basically me and my friends gather up at my teacher's house for a BBQ,, we had honey glazed chicken,, teriyaki chicken,, sausages,, grilled baso,, spaghetti,, potatoes,, drinks,, pudding,, and CAKE! LOL,, after the brutal BBQ,, we decided to go karaoke-ing =) such a fun last night together =') thanks to alain agita desi andree raphael claudia reza herry vinnie yoseph rex and of course miss ling! gonna miss all of you! love u all~

BBQ-ing all the way~

we LOVE miss ling =)

singing our hearts out,, the karaoke team!!

superb performance 'teman tapi mesra' by andre and me,, yeahh~

we had so much fun together but unfortunately our time was up,, it's 00.00 and a new day has started,, well even though we said our farewells,, but it doesn't mean that we won't meet each other again,, so my beloved friends,, i will see you all AGAIN! someday~

cheers~

an unexpected gift from the world

2010-06-03T17:12:00.003+07:00

the whole day i've been wondering and silently hoping that 'that particular guy' will walk by,, then we will unite for the first time,, we could chat and tease each other for once more,, telling bad jokes and laugh about it while sitting on the comfortable sofa,, it's around 7 p.m that night,, after rubbishing with nadia the whole day,, we decided to end the day and went home,, 'nothing' i said in my heart,,

then,, out of nowhere,, as i stand up from the couch,, a text came,, and just like that,, i blushed,, at that exact moment,, we were in the same building unexpectedly,, i don't know it's just luck or a destiny,, but i'm happy about it,, it was my wish for the day,, and the world granted it,, i am very grateful that the world still remembers me,, thank you world for the great surprise you gave me =)

cheers~

heyy babo! u know what,, my heart beats faster and slower at the same time when i'm with u,, i'm so very superbly happy that we met~

2010-05-31T00:31:00.003+07:00

hectic side of me:

i have finished my visa application but i don't get the appointment date for interview,, damn!

i search for my flight to US,, and it's expensive!! shit!

i haven't done my assignment from DVC,, without that assignment i can't choose my classes yet,, try not to care but *sigh*

my mom and dad already got back from europe: hell-ish conversation about my study (and my piggy weight!) danggg!!

june is approaching: less time in indonesia,, getting older and older by time! wew!

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silver lining:

MY BIG BROTHER IS HERE~

mom and dad have returned from their europe trip: thanks for the bag,, shirt and things that you both bring from europe =) let's go shopping~ thanks for the new high heels and the new shirts,, love you two FULL~ :D

my korean friend will come next week~ okayy,, i admit that i miss that old man =)

graduation is approaching: kebaya time! i can't wait to put on my kebaya and toga,, then i will walk through the gymnasium aisle with my head high~ mom dad,, be proud of me :D

perfect picture that i adore: both of us laughing while enjoying a cup of (your favorite) green tea latte and some cakes,, i guess starbucks is the best place,, agree?

i love smartie *my iTouch* and bebi *my blackberry* :D

cheers~

grab a mike and be a singer

2010-05-28T00:42:00.004+07:00

it's true that everybody can be a singer,, but i don't say a great singer right? LOL,, i think that's why karaoke box was made,, and the fact is,, i love them =) the place can make people express their thought through songs (and crazy dance sometimes if it is required ;p)

in fact,, today i went there with my girl friends,, we sing our hearts out,, from the mellow songs that brings up our current emotion and beautiful memories (or hurtful one),, to the dance beat songs (while jumping on the sofa! LOL) to ease us down! and all that thanks to 'happy puppy' puri!

it was fun! well,, i think it's more fun because the four of us are old friends and well i think it's not really relevant,, but all of us will go abroad,, nadia will go to UK,, agita will go to Canada,, chani will go to Turki and me myself will go to US,, it's sad,, but today i'm not gonna write a melancholic thing,, i'm now gonna share you guys a song that we wanted to sing before in the karaoke,, but they don't have the song,, too bad~

the particular song is 'i think i' by Byul,, it is a very famo

us song in 2008 (especially when full house is like really really wanted! haha,,) yes! it's the OST Full House which is a famous korean drama that starred Rain! i love it,, back then i can cry because of that drama,, haha,, it's really a great song with really nice music and stuff =)

to download and (of course) listen to the song please click here

and here is the translation of the chorus of the lyric

(since the song is in korea):

I think I love you, I think that’s what it is
’Cause I miss you, whenever you’re not around
I cannot do anything
And I keep thinking

of you
Whenever I realize this, I think
I`m Falling For You~
I didn’t know, but now I need you
Suddenly, deep in my heart
I can see where you

’ve settled

or maybe the easy way is just you guys to click here because this site have many kind of way in writing the lyric (just see it by yourself)

this is us~ me chani tata and nadia!

so i think that's all~

maybe i'm in my happy mood,, and that's all thanks to.... err,, better not to write about it here =)

cheers~

I Think I Love You~ 그런가봐요 Cause I Miss You~

so here we go again.

2010-05-23T16:21:00.007+07:00

so here i am,, rubbishing alone in starbucks.sms because my trash talk partner, nadia, is hanging out with her family,, so today, accompanied by a venti non-fat green tea latte,, cheese danish and the tester of strawberry and cream blended frappucinno (thx to steven.titi!) i start my rubbishing session alone,, haha,,

so what had happened in these few days?
18 may: the preparation day of prom,, so i went to GI with nadia to get a creambath,, then i bought a clutch bag for the big day,, then i went to pantai mutiara sports club with my cousin to train my back and tricep,, all that i did is for PROM! haha,,
19 may: PROM DAYY! wake up-go to my tailor-go to sms-make a partition for teachers-go to my hair dresser-to to my tailor (again) to pick up my dress-go to mahakam-PARTYY! the prom was awesome! thx to the committee: nadia cecel iin carla,, thanks to the sponsors,, thanks to allan,, thanks to the decorator team,, thanks for santa laurensia high school seniors class of 09/10 and last but not least thanks to DJ SCHIZO! =)
20 may: i went to bii building to listen about my scholarship,, well,, i think i'm gonna decline it,, as hard as my brain tell me to go to china,, i can't betray my heart,, I'M GOING TO US BABYY! =)
21 may: nothing much,, just watching 'menculik miyabi' with iin and tata (not recommended guys!) and then go to pluit village to purchase a new sandal =) then go to pm sports club with my cousin to shape up my chest and bicep!
22 may: my lazy dayy~ sleep all day~ eat all day~ comics piling up~ lalala~
23 may as in todayy: wake up shower gym shower sbucks rubbishing

by this post i want to say thank you to my best cousin//brother RICKY DAUD! thanks bro for your help and the great days =)

these are some sneak peak from the prom~

DJ SCHIZO is spinning the house!

some of the seniors =)

and here comes the committee!

now,, i want to pee!!!!! LOL,, cheers~

busy week

2010-05-15T21:27:00.004+07:00

sun9: after having a 4 hours skype video call with nadia,, and a short one with a brazillian friend of mine,, i slept for approx 2 hours before i went to puncak with some of the social students,, well it suppose to be a farewell thingy for the social class,, but some say i have the brain of a science student and the spirit as a social stud,, so i kinda 'crash' the event =) we went to my friend's villa and we spend the day at a zoo,, it's kinda fun though,, it felt as we were kids again,, feeding some animals,, scared by the gigantic-horned-bull,, took some photos (i kissed a orang utan!! LOL) and try a short trip to a haunted mansion! for the dinner we had sate! ohh i DO miss the kambing! especially the tongseng!! =)

mon10: still at puncak,, kinda lazy day,, just hanging around at the villa,, had some lunch in a sundanese restaurant and at night we had a bbq together =) then the finale act is the truth or dare game with some beers! LOL,,

tue11: breakfast?? our favorite food of all time: INDOMIE! after dragging ourself around the villa and after some poker game,, we go to puncak pass,, having the best poffertjes and hot chocolate accompanied by the beautiful view,, unfortunately after that we must go back to jakarta ='( but still it's something very very worth to memorize! *p.s: a text came to my phone and just like that,, i was so happy =)*

wed12:it's a week before prom! in my mind,, i planned to kill the pig inside me,, but i guess that plan failed,, LOL,, woke up,, went to school to practice for 'the' presentation,, went home,, got ready,, nadia came to my house,, picked up michelle and nia,, and OFF WE GO TO PITBULL's CONCERT!! well,, the funny thing is,, after we parked the car,, we kinda lost walking in senayan,, but here,, lemme emphasize,, PITBULL IS SO DAMN HOT AND AWESOME! LOVE HIM!! so after the concert,, drive nadia nia michelle home and got into a little fight with my brazillian friend via msn,, (well,, maybe i don't have feelings,, but,, don't be like that okayy?) overall,, PITBULL MADE MY DAY =) *one two three four,, uno dos tres quarto!! i know you want me~ you know i want 'cha~ wohooo!*

thurs13: circus time! well,, just want to say that the circus is SUCH A WONDER! and i don't regret even a single penny (since i watched it from the vvip seats!) after that i went to starbucks.sms with nadia to go rubbishing =) with the accompany of ice venti non-fat peppermint signature chocolate for me and ice venti non-fat hazelnut signature chocolate for nadia,, we continue the photo slides, which already been started by michelle and cindy, for the prom,, it's gonna be S W E E T! haha,,

fri14: went to bandung! nothing much,, just visiting the research center of universitas padjajaran =) btw i found the perfect earing for my prom dress,, super YAY! then we have a nice late dinner in nanny's pavillon (love the chessy meatball pancake!) with some of my friends and my ex who is recently studying in bandung! *heyya stranger!*

sat15today: wake up early to have some practice and finally the presentation time! the event is about introducing some medal winners to stimulate the doctors to make some research and the main topic is about embrionic stem cell,, well my project is way far from it,, but i won a medal right? LOL,, i think i screwed up my presentation because i was too nervous,, but my junior said that i did great with all of the jokes and stuffs,, but,, due to the limited time to practice (2 days) and the fact that last year it is my partner, lydia, who presented it infront of all the judges (i miss those icys 2009 moments!) so i think,, overall,, i think i did good =) after lunch and the delicious strawberry juice,, i went back to jakarta,, went home,, dropped my parents to the airport cause they're going for a trip to europe,, then here i am writting this blog =)

i think,, hummm,, that's all! cheers~

well,, i'm not a full timer but ICYS 2010 in BALI is SUPERBLY FUN! :D

2010-05-08T04:59:00.012+07:00

with dwiky/dewi evelyn/nenek nugra! YES WE ARE THE CHAMPS!

it's the st laurensia people in icys 2010!

nugra: the fool who is the LO for kroatia and brazil

zulaika + nugra + michelle: the best freaky superbly crazy combo! miss u guys so ='(

singing "indonesia rayaa~ merdeka~ merdekaaa~"

kicking nugra's ass before the FUN last night begins =)

the kicked out baby: igor

the superb last trip with the brazillian to batur mountain

lastly,, i'm would like to say,, that,, I'M PROUD BEING AN INDONESIAN =)

cheers! =)

today more than yesterday

2010-05-08T04:38:00.007+07:00

i thought about you lots lots LOTS of times but i guess u there never thought of me,, you're like more than a brother to me,, you're more than a friend to me,, you're more than a fabulous accompany to me,, on the other side,, i'm nothing to you,, but i'm okay with that facts,, it's such a cliché to say that i'm happy if you are happy and i'm satisfied of this thing that we've been through,, but YES! i'm gonna say it,, although some small tiny bitty amount of me screaming I'M ALL SO F-ing SAD but i will pretend that i am a happy girl,, =')

i tried so hard to forget you but you just come right back me,, some people that know about the story told me that we somehow are a perfect picture,, i agreed,, we do look good together (i know i'm full of flaws but what can a girl do if her heart is stolen?) but my perfect picture is somehow torn,, and it's practically too good to be true,, i just wonder why,,

today i hear one of your favorite songs that you told me and here i am typing with you all over my mind,, missing u,, if i could,, i would turn back the time to that particular moment where we can comfortably sit and chat about anything,, laugh over some bad jokes,, tease each other,, smile and take photos,, i really want to freeze the time every time we met but i guess it's impossible,, ha,, silly me! i really wish that i can see you one last time,, and i promise to myself that i would hold you before we say goodbye for one last time,, i'm won't say anything when you are deep in my arms even for a second,, then i would smile even it hurts to let you go,,

today more than yesterday,, it's a song that maybe can reflect my feeling,, because it's true that i miss you today more than yesterday,, i want you today more than yesterday,,

'(I Do)영원히 단 한사람만 바라볼수있나요' - [김종국] 어제보다 오늘 더

ya babo! i hope u are well there~ =)

in this cold almost dawn

2010-05-08T04:22:00.003+07:00

i'm here typing for a new post at my deserted blog,, to break the ice i would say,, I HAVE GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL! well i'm not technically graduated yet,, but i have pass all the tests and requirements though =) so yayy for me!! but now i'm confuse whether i should be happy or sad about it,, *sigh*

at the bright sight: now i'm free!! i'm on my 3 months holiday,, i can do whatever i want in this particular moment,, girlfriends? i can meet them like 24/7! haha,, puncak,, bandung,, bali! wait babies! i'm gonna come to u!! cause I CAN! HA! and i told u right? i have graduated from HS! that means that i'm a free person now,, waiting for my departure to United States *snow and sun shines wait for me darls =)*

now look at the other darker side: my life now? well i can't say that it's boring,, errrr,, OKAY IT'S KINDA BORING! nothing to do bla bla blaaa,, *but still it's a HOLIDAY!* eventually i will be leaving indonesia for america,, well i'm happy that i will be a free woman surrounded by new friends,, new environment and lot of new stuff to experience,, but i'm kinda afraid of leaving things that i love in my hometown,, i hate goodbyes! at this moment i can say that i don't want to leave my parents,, my family,, my bestiest/girlfriends,, all the crazy stuff that i can do here,, all the mocking and slang of indonesian words,, I'M SURE GONNA MISS ALL OF THAT SO MUCH! ='(

now seems that 3 months holiday is a short time,, i have waste almost a month and i'm sure that the rest of it won't slow down and eventually i will be kicked out by my parents to continue my study in US,, it's not that i don't want to go,, i really want to go and take that challenge,, but somehow in my little heart,, i want to stay in this country where i belong,, where i come from,,

okayy! for now i'm gonna stop this melancholic bitch inside me and just enjoy the rest of my days in indonesia,, wasting it full of joy happiness and memories =)

cheers!

stupid random shoutouts

2010-04-12T00:25:00.005+07:00

it's midnight and yet i can't sleep,, my feeling is so fucking messed up and i don't know what to do,, *sigh*

tomorrow is my computer practical exam and now i'm typing,, trying to somehow ease my feelings,,

i'm so excited to go to bali this friday,, but i still don't know if i will be permitted to go there due to my exam remedial,, oh GOD please let me go to bali!

i understand that i'm such a fool,, YES! I'M A FOOL! i know that fling is only a temporary thing but why does it bother me so much? why it is hard to let go? heyy,, babo yaa! u know what,, i'm here missing u so badly and yet i'm nothing to you! ='(

i'm wearing a hair clip now and using a pimple cream thingy just to make my face cleaner! please go away pimples! gimme back my clean face!!

i wonder when will i have a good shaped body? i dream of it thousands time and still my body is full of fat ='( i have thought of getting a liposuction,, but if i do it,, then i will be cheating,, right?

in my bag,, there is a certificate for ETF and LNI scholarship,, i'm so happy about it,, but can you guys give me a clear confirmation about the scholarship? i've got my I-20 from DVC and yet my future university life plan is still blurry,, *sigh*

i have a wild dream of eating boxes of chocolate,, scoops of ice cream and layers of cake without getting the calories! me wannaaaa!!!

should i sleep now?

roller coaster ride

2010-04-06T21:37:00.003+07:00

roller coaster is the most favorite thing in a amusement park,, i simply agree,, but imagine your love life is a roller coaster ride! love life with ups and downs? errrrr,, i simply hate it! LOL,,

my love life? it's a roller coaster ride and it's going to end soon,, but even though i hate it,, i don't want to get off,,

aaaaaaa,, babo yaa~

06.04.10

2010-04-06T21:23:00.002+07:00

damn it's april already! this first quarter of this year does fly so fast,, it feels like you slept and the next thing that u realize is that high school is almost over! even though everyday i was lazy to wake up shower and go to school,, now in this very moment i wish that high school won't end,,

it's like we're thinking of year book and so excited to see the printing result,, but it will be like the last memories of high school,,
it's like you are very very outrageous to plan the prom,, what to wear,, where it will be held,, how is going to be,, but you'll be afraid to say goodbye,,
it's like you are so anxious to put on your toga and walk through the aisle of the gym,, but you'll understand that that's the end of your high school life,,

for me,, saying goodbye is never easy,, the truth is,, i hate saying goodbyes,,

okay,, stop this melancholic thing! damn!! i just wish that i can have the best memories during this high school life =)

cheers!

quote!

2010-03-27T20:25:00.000+07:00

in every one hello there will be a goodbye,, but never say goodbye,, just simply say "see u again"

re-greeting

2010-03-27T20:12:00.004+07:00

hello world! long time i don't see u =)
it's a long time since i updated my blog,, so sorry about that,, i'm kinda busy with my senior year test and stuff,, haha,,

btw,,
I'VE FINISHED MY NATIONAL EXAM! SUPERB YAYY :D
it's like the hell-est week of my senior year,, i've been studying hard (and still gymming),, and i think i can do all of the test,, but i'm kinda worried about my biology exam,, errrrr,, let's hope that i pass it all *keeping my fingers cross*

so,, how are you world?
if u ask me how i am,, all the emotions mixed up right now! can't describe how i feel right now,, haha,,
i'm happy because the UN is finished and i got my besties all the way to support me and stuff,, and i'm happy because of ... hahaha,,
i'm mad because of the fucking racism,, (i can't tell u about it world,, i think i can go to jail for that)
i'm nervous of my UN result and the ETF scholarship announcement,,
i'm hectic right now because i feel that there are many things in front of me but it's still kinda blurry,,
i'm sad because of some particular things,,
i'm bored because i really don't know what should i do now,, haha,,

heyy world! u give me inspirations and stuff! and i'm very thankful for it =)

*it started as one hello,, now goodbye is going to be said,, and i don't want to let you go,, it is love being hard to let go,,*

5.02.10

2010-02-07T16:50:00.003+07:00

Exciting night that took me out of the stressed world
Quenched my thirst of dancing foolishly on the dance floor! wohoo!
Unbearable illuminations and atmosphere which a satisfactory
Intermezzo that takes my breath away
No alcohol? no problemo! it's still superb!
Outrageous rnb songs mixed by the awesome dj schizo =)
Xoxo to fefen,, tomi,, bobi,, sen2,, hansen! miss u guys lots!!

february month entry

2010-02-01T21:26:00.003+07:00

i wish that my diet for this month will be successful,,
i wish that my lovelessness is a good thing,,
i wish that i can get great (lots of) things during my shopping spree,,
i wish that i can be more discipline in studying for the national examination,,
i wish that i can get great grades at the try outs,,
i wish that i can be more mature in taking decisions (and stuff),,
i wish that i can reach all my goal with full determination,,
i wish that i can try to grant my wish with my own way and by myself,,

sunday morning

2010-01-31T14:29:00.002+07:00

sun shines on my bed,, this sunday morning rain ain't falling! it's such a beautiful day as if the sun understands my feeling =)

waking up in the morning does make my body fresh! after some time i went to the gym to join the body combat class,, like the sweat in the morning to burn some fat =)

i'm so absolutely happy today!! i'm still blush when i remember what happend yesterday =)

special thanks to koko Ricky Daud for a wonderful saturday =)

zara coat,, starbucks,, joni steak,, such a great combination especially when you are accompanied by someone you care =)

try joni steak @ somewhere near pecenongan area and pasar baru (jakarta)! love the diet spaghetti and diet salmon steak! *pssttt,, they have the diet edition for everything on the menu =)*

today,, we must finish all the necessities for the religion class project! FIGHTING! XD

recipe: healthy smootie!
banana + strawberry + milk + yogurt = YUM!

i'm craving for a charles and keith high heels!

waiting for the shopping spree for xinchia next saturday!! can't wait to spend some money!! *finally*

choir

2010-01-21T20:55:00.011+07:00

time flies so fast,, one moment you're just entering high school,, and then in a flash you are just a few months away from graduating from it,, first day of high school,, you thought that the 3 years you'll spend is gonna be a challenge,, but who figures that those 3 years will be extraordinarily fun and superbly memorable which finally make you don't want to end it,, myself can't imagine what will the days be after i graduate,,

it's true that time sometimes run in a speed that we can't catch up,, it runs in a speed that makes us for a moment forget about the path that we walked,,

i wish that i can stop the time just to look back at those memories,, feel the happiness of those memorable time,, pour the tears once more for the tears that we shed,, kiss one more kiss for the loved ones,, but it's impossible,, all we can do,, is just to look at some pictures that were taken,, pictures that can bring back the emotion at those times,,

so here i am,, looking back at those pictures and in this opportunity,, i will post some of my photos when i was in one of my favorite room in my high school,, the choir room =)

identical lips *smooch*

iin feat cecel

ahh,, those smile,, those happy moment,,

ivy flexibility test

my flexibility test

ivy iin and sinchan trying to wear the uniform as the rules said

us. 1st grade of high school

*climbing the window just to pose,, WTH*

i miss those time when we can run to that particular room,, just to hang out and chat,, just to listen to the piano play,, and just us girls laughing =)

i'm loving it =)

2010-01-20T22:03:00.004+07:00

related to my previous post,, where i write that i'm falling in love once again with westlife,, i post one of my favorite song in their albums,, it's a song called I Lay My Love on You,, it's a song about someone that finally find his/her true love and want to go all in,, not only i like the lyrics and meaning but i also like the rhythm and notes,, overall it's a two thumbs up! just search it in youtube if you want to hear the song or just simply click here

so i hope you guys will enjoy it =) cheers!!

I Lay My Love on You
Westlife

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel calling me,
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe it's ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could feel so good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

several things on my mind

2010-01-18T21:46:00.003+07:00

TOs ahead.
OMG! how can i manage to study all the stuff from the first grade? i'm so stressed out right now that i can run away! can i just pack my bag,, get some money and go somewhere to calm my head down? just until the chaos end though,, oh yeah,, can i bring my besties with me? so i won't be alone? *crossing my fingers,, hoping*

WESTLIFE.
i once again fall in love with this irish boy band! i bought their album yesterday and it melt me,, *touch me,, hold me close,, don't ever let me go!

tweets.
finally i made my self a tweeter account after a brief push from my friends,, so i hope people who read my blog (err,, i have blog readers? really??) that have a twitter account,, please follow me @cumichelle

dictionary: bisexual.
is a term of, relating to, or having a sexual orientation to persons of either sex.
well,, it's kind of a hot topic between my besties,, and they sort of thinks that i have that weird sexual orientation,, but,, really,, do i look like a bisexual? well,, i hope nobody even thought of that,, with this post,, i'm gonna emphasize that I'M STRAIGHT FOR GOD SAKE! thanks =)

gym.
is the one thing that i really miss right now,, some people already think of me as a gym addict,, but i don't care! it makes me fit and reduce my fat! if i don't go to the gym,, how can i maintain my weight? *sighh* it's a choice between study and gym,, and i have to choose to study for my future sake,, i hope that with this sacrifice,, i can get good marks and i can go back once more to be active in the gym,, FIGHTING!

cheers =)

i'm not ready yet

2010-01-17T22:52:00.002+07:00

it's just the middle of the first month in this new year,, but why we must already begin our (hell-like) journey,, i understand that this step may bring us to freedom,, but am i really ready to go to that step? i don't think so,,

all i can think of,,

play,,

dance,,

gym,,

gossiping all day,,

partying all night long,,

chatting,,

having fun,,

hanging out,,

all of that have to be kept as a desire for a moment,, well,, at least this 3 months,, i can't promise that i will be strict,, but at least i will try,, i'll be a geek,, i'lll try to study the best i can! i will study like hell so i can get the best grades that i can get in the national exam!!

for God sakes,, NO! i won't say that i will vacuum,, i'll be back! cheers =)

CONGRATULATION

2010-01-16T02:33:00.002+07:00

to Michelle Melinda for her acceptance in psychology at Atmajaya University =)

congrads for reaching one step closer to your dream! study hard beib!! i will always cheer for YOU! xoxo

heart it

2010-01-16T02:07:00.011+07:00

maybe this post is not very important,, but because i really love my new webcam *thanking my bro so much for this =)* so i post some of the photos that were taken by it,, enjoy =)

first of the more to come

cindy with her style of 'alay'ness

afro-basketball carla

nadia DO love the hat!

FIRE BURNING =p

locked up?

as the camera flashes,, as the time stops,, as the memories kept in pictures,,
love the motions,, love the effects,, love the accessories,, love the whole thing about my webcam! cheers =)

heyy 2010!

2010-01-14T19:09:00.003+07:00

hey heyy! its a new year! *okay, i guess i'm so sooo late,, but it's okay,, it's still a new year though* due to some request for me updating my blog *well,, it's kind of a sarcastic one* so here i go,,

this post is gonna be filled with 25 things on my mind right now,, including the stuff i love,, hate,, and even my resolution =) it's my january verse of the 25 things on my mind right now,, let's go!!

1. it's 2010 already? let's leave all the bad things behind and be better in this new year! agreed?
2. btw,, MERRY XMAS to all of you who celebrate it =)
3. HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF YOU GUYS! xoxo
4. most important new year resolution: graduate high school this year with the best marks that i can get!! GO GO GO!
5. the 2nd most important new year resolution: STRICT DIET!! target -- 10 kg!
6. congratulation for my (one of the favorites) cousin! koko ce hauu! happy wedding!!
7. thanks a lot to my beloved brother for the laptop *that i'm using now* I LOVE IT =)
8. my love - westlife *reaching for the love that seems so far~*
9. HOT HOT GOSSIPS! aawwwww~
10. i feel so guilty for the cookies i ate ='(
11. so in love with the classic black christian louboutin
12. TOs ahead and laziness still struck me down *phew*
13. wondering when will i tidy up the piling comic books
14. why love never have an easy explanation?
15. change of route,, instead of going to bellevue,, i'm going to DVC,, wish me luck guys!
16. 4 january 2010,, thanks girls! LOVE YOU BEIBS =)
17. i want to specially thank desy catelia for inviting me to her sweet 17 birthday bash in bandung =)
18. can we skip all the test? just let us graduate?
19. what a wonderful dream to party all night long in bali,, not just one night though,, heaps of night =)
20. can i go diving again?
21. touch me, hold me close and never let me go
22. assorted ribs + onion ring + ice lemon tea by tony romas
23. me heart body pump 72's launching at gold's gym sms =)
24. missing gossiping time,, just calmly-seriously-sitting-sharing all of our thoughts
25. finally it's 25! =p so i will bid auf wiederseen to you and you,, and YOU =)

break up

2009-12-22T15:48:00.002+07:00

many people think that break ups will torn you down to pieces,, heyy,, did you know that break ups is not the end of the world? some says that the end is the new beginning,, maybe there will be other plans for you after you have ended your relationship,,

well,, for my case,, my decision to break up is for good,, it's the best thing for both of us,, mybe a new start for us is the best answer,,

so,, with this post,, i want to wish my ex a better life without me beside him,, no matter what,, you'll be always in my heart will,, thanks for everything,, i won't forget all the memories you gave me,, goodbye =)

i miss..

2009-12-13T00:01:00.004+07:00

.. my besties lala nadia cecel iin z,, i miss those time when just us girls chat and we go crazy like nothing else to do and think about,,

before the seperation of our retret =)

.. my boyfriend for so many reasons that i can think of,,

at PI eating macha mochi with red bean paste *YUM

.. DDR machine so much!! i miss the sweat,, i miss the beat,, i miss the challenge of succesfully finish a hard song,, why it must be replaced? timezone sms,, please bring back the DDR machine!! want to playy ='(

after playing DDR with dc at sms

.. my brother who will come back this 22nd,, i miss this gestures and smile eventhough he (maybe) never love me the way i love him,, LOL,,

at someone's wedding with my brother *LOVE U SO MUCH KO!*

.. the moment where i sat on a sofa,, drinking ice triple grande caramel machiatto at starbucks sms,, just simply hanging out,, ahhh~ those warm and soothing time =)

well,, we can't press rewind eventhough we wish hard for it,, but the best part about the past is the time when we remember those moments,,

lonely

2009-12-12T23:27:00.004+07:00

i'm feeling so lonely these days when i'm home,, like today for example,, i got nothing to do,, no company,, nothing,, i woke up at 3 p.m today,, so damn sleepy,, so damn tired,, ate my late lunch then read a pile of comic books,, after that i decided to go to the gym,, ran 6 km,, wandering around sms for 2 hours (the truth is,, i'm waiting for my someone but,, not coming! huhhh!) bought something to soothe my stomach then finally went home,, *sigh

now i'm having a headache,, too much sleep? not enough food? too much running? don't care anymore,, the lonely feeling trumps everything,,

i shopped a little while i was waiting for my friend (who finally didn't show up),, i bought cute keychains of spongebob and patrick!! love them so much!! they are so dumb!! LOL,, i wanna buy some spongebob dolls but i decided not to due to my money crisis! LOL

aren't they cute? =p

now i wander,, if i have nothing to do on the weekends,, what will i do on my holidays? will i be lonely? *sigh

dictionary

2009-12-10T21:49:00.001+07:00

YOGA is a state of sport which folds your body like an origami paper.

bunbu

2009-12-10T21:37:00.003+07:00

okayy,, maybe this is very very very late *i apologize* but finally last september i got a puppy!! FINALLY i found the right one =) its real name is alphard but because it seems that it doesn't suit him so i changed its name to BUNBU *BUNtelan BUlu* which in english is translated ino a ball of fur,, LOL,, all my friends said that it's not a dog,, it's like fur walking running jumping around,, still full with cuteness =)

name: alphard a.k.a BUNBU

D.O.B: 23 June 2009

color: greyish brown

eye color: brownish black

so cute right? i wish i can bring him when i go to US =)

twenty five

2009-12-02T22:46:00.002+07:00

i got an interesting idea for my blog the other day when i open my friends's blog,, i'm gonna list the 25 things that are flying around in my head right now,,

1. it's been a long time since i post something on my blog =p
2. tomorrow: chemistry test
3. the day after tomorrow: biology and chemistry practical tests
4. next week: blog tests
5. really really really wants a holiday!
6. confuse what will i write next XP
7. love my BF <3
8. BANDUNG!
9. SURABAYA!
10. THAILAND!!!
11. really really really really really concern about the fat in my tummy
12. YOYO WEIGHT *sigh
13. starting to feel hungry
14. gimme some pancakes pleasee~
15. gym gym gym~
16. what will my future be?
17. can't wait for my new laptop to come =)
18. can i take a break from school?
19. DIET!
20. hmmm,, btw,, where's my dog?
21. wow,, it's already december,, time does fly sooooo fast =)
22. YIPPIE! i'm 17!
23. OH NOOO! i'm 17 already? damn~
24. wants to close my eyes,, go to sleep and hibernate!
25. MISS MY BROTHER <3>

well,, i know it's kinda nonsense,, but,, it's okay lahh~ it's better than nothing,, right? XP

2009-08-18T21:33:00.002+07:00

i DO miss him =(

my recommendation

2009-08-17T21:13:00.003+07:00

segarra restaurant at ancol!

great place for a romantic date =) you can have a special seaside table just for u!! *with minimum purchase of 300k or 600k* not only it's a great place for couples,, but it's also a marvelous place for hanging out!! sadly the price is a bit expensive *errr a bit?!* but super delicious food + nice view and atmosphere?? WHY NOT?!

try:

seafood lasagna *superb tasty combination of grilled seafood in a lasagna,, who can resist that?*

two season chocolate cake *unique combination of cookies,, strawberry ice cream,, strawberry jelly,, and chocolate mousse//cake -- forget all of the calories and ask for this!!*

two season chocolate cake!

for more information call 108 and ask for the phone number! *because i don't know =p*
minimum 2 weeks reservation,,

14.08.09

2009-08-17T21:09:00.003+07:00

finally the stupid couple have reached 6 months!

happy 6 month anniversary to us darls!!

like u.care bout u.love u =)

luckily my school closed on 14,, so i could celebrate it =)))

we went to dufan *so damn crowded* and have a marvelous dinner at segara!!

we're 6 and STILL counting =)

in this particular time...

2009-08-05T21:07:00.003+07:00

... mr ignatius william is having a basketball match,, wishing him good luck! =)

... i'm trying to make science project proposal,, F*UCK!! *due tommorow*

... i'm trying to make biology presentation,, *due on friday,, can i just do it tommorow? =p*

... i'm thinking about chemistry test on friday,, *why friday?? arrggg*

... i can't wait to see my brother and my boyfriend play basketball on friday =)

please holiday come quick! so i can rest my head and hibernate!!

i seriously want

2009-08-04T15:10:00.004+07:00

A DOG!
my dad basically already gave me a big yes for me to take care of a dog,, but i still can't find the dog i want,,
i always want a pomernian,, i want it small and white! then my friend told me one type of dog that is also so cute! maltase,, want em white!

maltese

pomeranian

see how cute they are =))

i want a male one,, with sertificate and still a baby,,

i really want it!!

so anyone have a contact number or know someone who sell them,, TELL ME ASAP!! =)

my favorite!

2009-08-03T19:31:00.008+07:00

the best damn thing for me right now *and i believe many people LOVE it too* is FROYO *FROzen YOgurt* well,, pleasure doesn't need to be sinful,, AGREED?

our SOUR SALLY!

*large original sour sally with green mochi blueberry jam and nata de coco YUM*

THEY also LOVE sour sally

*our double.stupid.date =)*

SOUR SALLY taman anggrek mall

*medium green tea sour sally with green mochi and longan SUPER!!*

best friend and best frozen yogurt? who can beat that?

*lipo (NEW) sour sally medium original with blueberry jam and longan*

falling in love with ORANGEBERRY

*orange blueberry twist SIMPLY NICE*

HEAVENLY BLUSH! heavenly sweet froyo~

*peach froyo with mochi GREAT COMBO*

GOOD LUCK

2009-08-03T19:18:00.006+07:00

for mr ignatius william!! today at 8 pm he will have a basketball match,, wish he can play well *not injured* and WIN!! GO GO!! =)

in my sweet 17 party

in nadia's *my beib =)* sweet 17 party

*FYI,, at 8 pm he texted me,, saying,, he got the wrong schedule,, he supposed to have a match at 6,, so he so damn late! POOR HIM!! LOL*

yellow??

2009-08-03T19:08:00.003+07:00

i haven't post anything for several days,, hmmm,, not that i'm lazy,, but i don't know where my mom put my laptop since my room was painted,, i picked bright spongebob yellow for my room,, but when it was finished,, weirdly it became bright lime green,, eerrrrr okayy,, so i decided *and my dad don't want we to have really bright colors* to change it,, hmmmm,, looking at color palettes in the store makes me confuse,, what's the difference between park yellow and pale yellow? hellow?? geez! it yellow people!! so i decided to choose what-ever-the-name yellow,, it's the kind of yellow that is not so bright and also not so pale,, let's see what happend to my room *i'll show u the pics if it's finished* cheers =)

i wanna wanna wanna

2009-07-30T21:13:00.009+07:00

A NEW LAPTOP!

so i open google,, and starting to type,, 'yellow laptop' then within seconds *well i don't know why but today my internet connection is fast,, NICE* the generous google *i adore u* gave me some links describing some yellow laptops,, what caught my eye is the yellow laptop from dell,, so i clicked on the link and i think i found my dream laptop =)

i think i fall in love in the first sight

Dell 15.4" Inspiron 1525-107W Sunshine Yellow Laptop PC w/ Intel Pentium Dual-Core Processor T2370

http://www.walmart.com/catalog/product.do?product_id=9886620

i always dream of a yellow laptop,, i always admire my brother's old dell laptop,, when i saw 'dell' in bold which continues with bold 'yellow',, i thought,, i must have this laptop! well,, hopefully =)

so,, anyone interested to buy me one? =p

2009-07-30T20:40:00.002+07:00

the dictionary writes the definition of change is the act, process or result of changing,,

for me change is important,, for my future sake. untill this day,, my life messed up,, most of my time,, i didn't care about my school life,, i just went to school for fun and met my friends. but now,, i wanna change my life,, i wanna change not only for my future,, but for the better me,,

for me,, this is my time to change,, before it's too late.

2009-07-30T20:37:00.000+07:00

damn project,, why did u make my head blow up? FUCKINN PROJECT!! =(

2009-07-29T22:27:00.002+07:00

i really LOVE the new pet society in facebook

*thx for my besties who persuade me to play petsoc again =)*

UPs and DOWNs

2009-07-29T22:18:00.004+07:00

UPs:
I'M SEVENTEEN!!
august -> full of parties! + will meet mr.IgnatiusWilliam for lots of time <3

DOWNs:
getting fatter and fatter *i really need diet and exercise ='(*
pimples growing on my face *NOOOOOOOO*

fuckinn pimples ruining my face >.<

2009-07-29T21:27:00.003+07:00

okay,, first of all,, i wanna apologize to all of my readers,, on the last post i said that i promise to write this blog more often,, but infact,, i didn't,, well *to be honest* i'm kinda lazy,, simple right? so i have an idea to write my blog short but meaningfull,, maybe then i will be *hopefully* more dilligent to write an update,, also i will use *mostly* english for my future sake =)

btw,,
thanks girls,, thanks guys,, for a wonderfull sweet seventeen birthday surprise,, love u lots! *especially for my boyfriend who arranged it =) love u dear*

hmm,, so how's my life? well i'm now a senior! *how cool is that?* but it's not as fun as i imagine,, this means that this is my last year of school,, yet,, BORING! i'm still in the first month of my senior year and i'm still have NOTHING TO DO!! so hopefully i can think of something,,

my goal: graduate with good grades and making lots of *memorable* memories!

future plans? not sure about it,, but i'm wanna go to US to study then *maybe* a year in china to learn chinese,, then go back to indonesia,, (and marry? LOL)

well,, the most important thing is to organize my messy life,, this is due to my goal and my future life,,

when i see u play,, suddenly i'm a basketball freak,,

life

2009-04-03T22:29:00.002+07:00

i have many things that i wanna do in my life,, but i can't live if my parents treat me this way,, sometimes i ask GOD,, why HE even sent me to this world,, sometimes i wonder,, when will this misery ends?

aLONGpost

2009-04-02T18:53:00.005+07:00

huee,, long time since i published a post,, haha,, maap2 bagii yg menunggu (adaa yahh cum? haha) saia berjanji post kali ini akan panjang,, sampai2 kalians mls bacanyahh,, haha,, inihh gw lgii menunggu saatnyah gw les,,
skalian gag ad kerjaan gara2 gag bs smsan (secara lgii maen bsket gtuu,, haha,,) posting kali ini akan berisikan macem2 hal,, hihi,, hope u guys wont b bored to read it,, haha,, =)

*nu hair cut.fresh start!
well,, bagi yg sat sekolah ma gw psti tauu bhwa hr minggu kmrn gw potong rambut,, yea~ wlopun tidak terlalu bangga dgn hasil potongannya tp bs d blg ini jdi fresh start bwd gw =) i totally f*cked up my report card! ths's why it's a fresh start,, dgn gw potong rambut,, gw maoo inihh jdii tanda klo gw mulai saat ituh akan lebihh berusaha dlm belajar and so on and so on,, baidewei eniwei baswei,, bs d blg rmbt gw CACAD,, hmmm,, sbnrnyahh sehh ag cacad2 amet,, tpii msti liat poninyahh gila!! ckck,, oh iyahh,, selain gw,, ada org lain yg potong rmbut jgaa!! dan hasilnyahh jga rada2 cacad (tpii spertinyah gelar rambut cacad msh d pegang gw,, haha) yaituuu,, ignatius william! haha,, krn rmbutnyahh udh panjang brantakan gag karuan,, akhirnyahh gw 'sarankan' dy bwd potong rambut,, dan senin kmrn dy potong rambut,, haha,,

yahh bs d liat d foto diatas klo poni gw C A C A D,, ituh msh versi bgsnyahh gara2 d pakein wax gtu ma hair stylist gw,, ckck,, overall sehh bs d blg rmbutnyahh keren,, layernyahh mantaps jatohnyahh (sangad menyukai layernyahh!! heart.heart),, tpii klo udh liat poninyahh,, behhh! pendek abis!! ckck,,

eyakkk~ inilahh raksasa yg bru ajah potong rmbut,, setelahh berabad2 gag potong rmbut,, akhirnyahh potong rmbut jga dy,, (lebaayyyy)
so,, wht do u think? manakahh yg lebihh cacad? rmbutnyahh manusia? ato raksasa? =p

*goin nerd!
yeah,, like i said,, i f*cked up my marks,, especially my math scores,, and of course physics,, msh ada setengah semester,, dan iniihh hrs gw manfaatin sebaik2nyah bwd BELAJAR! yea people~ im goin nerd! and im proud of it! haha,, mulai minggu ini,, tiap selasa kamis gw bkal les pelajaran ama pa toni,, mulai mnggu dpn,, tiap senin rabu gw bkal les pelajaran d clavius,, dan tetep rabu jumat gw les inggris,, tak dilupakan tetep ngeGYM,, haha,,
my biggest goal of the momment: NAIK KELAS! gw akan sedihh.kecewa.terpuruk banged klo ampe goal gw ituh gag tercapai,, so kawans,, minta dukungan dan doa yahh,, thx2 =)
oh yea~ dgn posting inihh pula,, i wanna thank my love that he didnt quit on me,, dy adlh org yg terus2an suru gw bwd berusaha belajar dan gag patah smangat,, dy jga org yg bkin gw bangkit,, (thx buns!)

*ICYS alert! alert!

it's 20 days before my departure to poland for ICYS,, huee,, tenaga terkuras dan otak terperas buat mikirin ICYS,, yg semula kta berpikir tnggal analisa,, skrg data hrs d bahas ulang,, hrs bikin data pke program apa tauu,, trus msti diskusi lgii ama pa samsi,, bkin presentasi ulang bwd yg data,, pdahal gw udh ampe picek2 bkin tabelnyahh biar bisa d animasiin jdii bs d presentasiin,,anjirrr!! ckck,, rencananyahh mauu k bandung lgii,, tpii gag tauu kpn,, inihh menyakitkan hati! aihh~
yg pasti cuma 1,, i will be quarantined again on april 22nd and will depart to polang ont the 23rd,, wish indonesian team gud luck!
lil bit bout ICYS and indonesian team: so ICYS ituh International Conference of Young Scientist,, jdii tuhh lomba presentasi di bidang ipa buat pelajar2 dr seluruh dunia gtuu,, nahh,, tiap thn tuh tmpatnyah d ganti,, thn inii kebagian di polandia,, (ampe butuh coat bwd ksna wlopun bkn musim dingin gara2 ktnyah bkal dingin,, aihh~) tim indonesia yg bkal berangkat ksna ada 12 org,, wlopun aslinyah gag sgitu,, soalnyah satu tim yg brangkat cuma blh 2 org gtuu,, nahh khusus bwd tim gw.lydia dan dd nanda.dd vincent,, kita brangkat smua,, gag tauu knp c,, haha,, pokoknyahh kami semua prnh d karantina d bandung maret kmrn dan sdh mengenal satu sama lain,, hihi,, timnyahh ad c dwiki,, jessica,, alicia.karina,, idel.chris,, lydia.gw,, terrence.mellisa,, dd nanda.dd vincent,, rayo,, ama c mr abri do yo know (andra),, total 10 kelompok,, smoga kami smua dpt membawa plng mendali,, hihi,, =)

jdii this it's some of the people in the Indonesian team when we were quarantined,, lihat ajahh,, laptop bertebaran dimana2,, tiap detik kerjaannyahh presentasi,, slide,, presentasi,, haha,,

*CUMI + NADIA MENGGILA!!
hmmm,, yg inihh,, sepertinyah tdk bs d ceritakan dgn detail,, pokoknyahh intinyahh tgl 2 april 2009.kantin lama skolah loren.jem istirahat k2.plus.dpn gerbang skolah.plng skolah saia dan nadia melakukan something memorable (?!),, hayoolohh~ apann yahh? haha,, =p

*21MARCH09
shortly,, THIS IS A MEMORABLE DATE!

*T.O.P recommendation
try pan n cook in puri! lots of variation of pancake and waffle,, sweet or sour? ada dua2nyahh,, hihi,,

*BIRTHDAYS
wanna say alles gute zum geburtstag,, hepi bdayy,, buat:

08.02.09 idel

11.02.09 rena

12.02.09 prengki

13.02.09 desi.mbaa

14.02.09 stanley + konak

20.02.09 miki

23.02.09 lydia

24.02.09 iin + jason

27.02.09 cahya
04.03.09 melissa

30.03.09 ernest.deha
hmmm,, sp lgii yahh? sepertinyahh ada bnyk,, tpii lupa,, seinget gw msh ada martin,, trina,, tpii nnti dehh d tmbhin lgii,, haha,,pokoknyahh wish u all the best lohh! GBU all!! =)

knp satuu? krn ituhh menandakan 1 tahunn,, haha,, btw,,

nadia + topher HEPI ONE YEAR ANNIV!! awet2 yahh,, (skalian slamet 13 bln yahh,, hihi)

*my SONG of the momment

saat gw online d komputer bwh,, gw menemukan sebuah laguu lama yg mantaps gtuu,, judulnyahh 'if im not in love with you' by jennelyn mecardo,, tpii bnyk versinyahh gtu,, yg gw dnger yahh pnyanyah c jennelyn,, hihi,, bgitu dnger gw lngsung nyari liriknyahh,, ternyata gag kalahh mantap! haha,, so i wanna share the lyric to all of u,, coba search d limewire dehh,, (or click the link here! http://www.imeem.com/shieralace/music/b46V7UGg/faith-hill-if-im-not-in-love/)apa lgii klo lu suka lgu yg rada2 mellow gtuu,, behh~ seephh dah! =) hope u can find ur love out there! (cie cieehh~)

If I'm not in love with you

What is this I'm going through

Tonight
And if my heart is lying then

What should I believe in

Why do I go crazy

Every time I think about you, baby

Why else do I want you like I do

If I'm not in love with you
And if I don't need your touch

Why do I miss you so much

Tonight
If its just infatuation then

Why is my heart aching

To hold you forever

Give a part of me I thought Id never

Give again to someone I could lose

If I'm not in love with you
Why in every fantasy

Do I feel your arms embracing me

Like lovers lost in sweet desire

Why in dreams do I surrender

Lying with you baby

Someone help explain this feeling

Someone tell me
If I'm not in love with you

What is this I'm going through

Tonight
And if my heart is lying then what should I believe in

Why do I go crazy

Every time I think about you baby

Why else do I want you like I do

If I'm not in love with you

so how how?? yahh everyone have their own opinion,, but i think it's so DALEM you know? haha,,

*P.S for mr.Ignatius William

missing u so! can't wait to meet u will!! heart u =)

so i think that's all for today,, haha,, krng panjang gag? huahua,, smoga lain kali gw gag mls post lgii jdii gag bkal sepanjang ini postingan berikutnyahh,, haha,,

signing out

-gonna b better than ysterday!

my lovely weekend

2009-02-22T19:05:00.004+07:00

hey heyyy,,
eyakkk,, sebelum weekend gw mulai masa2 indahnyahh,, pas plng skolahh gw menerima sms dr seseorang yg menyebalkan yg berisi: 'duh,, kyknyahh gag jdi plng deh,, msti kuliah' anjrid,, tht's my turning point,, dr pgii udahh mengharapkan bs ktmu ma tuh org,, mlh dy blg gag jdii,, dsr org yg menyebalkan,, haha,, lngsung tuh org yg menyebalkan gw tpun,, eh ternyataa dy udh d travel,, mmg org yg menyebalkans,, ckck,, dikerjain gw! haha,, pokoknyahh intinyahh jumat mlm ama sabtu siang ampe sore,, i spent my time with him,, so happy =) kta sempet nntn doomsday d sms,, ad c carla ma cecel jga iktan,, hihi,, org yg menyebalkan ituhh tdinyahh gag maoo nntn doomsday,, maunyahh pink panther 2,, (gara2 dy takud <-- ? haha) tpi akhirnyahh kta nntn doomsday jgaa,, krn pas bngd gw mao nntn tuh film,, hehe,, tpii yg pastii,, kta sempet foto2 d rmhnyahh d gardenia!! (sumpah tuh rmh bnran mantaps kotornyah!) haha,, bagi yg pnya facebook,, bbrapa fto sdh d upload,, haha,,

dy balik k bandung sabtu mlm,, sempat terancam gag plng gara2 tmnnyah gag ngasi no tlp travel,, tp untung bs balikk,, soalnyahh hr minggunyahh dy msti k bengkel (bkn bengkel mbil,, tpi bengkel duren,, haha) miss u so!! =p

nehh slh satuu fto dr bnyk fto yg tercipta hr 2 hr ituhh,, haha,, =) sebenernyahh gw maoo ngasi fto yg dmn muka org yg menyebalkannyahh lebih nista,, tpi kasian ahh =p (candaa will,, hihi)

bagi yg gag tauu ignatius william yg mana,, tuh orgnyahh yg d fto,, hihi,,

o yeaa~ starting from tomorrow,, i will go to bali with my friends regarding the study trip from my school,, so won't be online,, hope u guys won't miss me (sp cobaa yg bkal kngen,, ge er lu cum! haha) yg psti sehh i will miss him! hihi,, bali here i come!! wait for meeeee! (kyk bali bs kmana dehh,, haha,, lebayyy2)

-yeaa,, i'm going to BALI! ♥

happy =)

2009-02-19T20:51:00.002+07:00

yeay!! i'm happy today!!
i'm happy because i recieve a news that he will go back to jakarta tommorrow! he will approximately arrived in alam sutera around 5 pm,, finally i can meet him (well,, just met him on tuesday,, but,, the more the better right? ;p) he will be in jakarta till saturday night i think,, LOL,, hope he will have a pleasant trip tommorrow =p really really really can't wait to meet him!! I.M.U.L

-waiting.waiting.keep on WAITING =)

abortion

2009-02-19T19:31:00.003+07:00

heyy,,

well,, mybe if u read the title,, mybe you start thinking of something weird,, tpi yg psti bkn gw yg aborsi (pnya bayi ajh blom,, tahap sebelonnyahh jga blom lahh yahh,, haha,,) well~ gw tdii gag ad kerjaan gtuu,, gw iseng2 bukain blog2 org,, nahh pas gw buka blog enci gw,, gw menemukan sebuah kata2 yg menyentuh hati abis! you all should read this and help stop abortion,, when i read it,, i cried on the inside,, it made me questioned,, why people want to abort their own child? so cruel! (quote: 'mkanyahh klo mao sex msti yg safe sex!' <-- bnr jga nehh,, ap lgii klo blm mauu mba and so on and so on!) never thought of killing a little baby like that ='(

STOP ABORTION!! oh yeah~ and one more thing,, it's not like i agree with sex before marriage,, but,, if you don't want to have any children yet,, please FOR YOUR OWN SAKE AND HEALH,, SAFE SEX MAN!

Month One

Mommy

I am only 8 inches long

but I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice.

Every time I hear it

I wave my arms and legs.

The sound of your heart beat

is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy

today I learned how to suck my thumb.

If you could see me

you could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.

It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy

I'm a boy!

I hope that makes you happy.

I always want you to be happy.

I don't like it when you cry.

You sound so sad.

It makes me sad too

and I cry with you even though

you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy

my hair is starting to grow.

It is very short and fine

but I will have a lot of it.

I spend a lot of my time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes

and stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.

Mommy, he lied to you.

He said that I'm not a baby.

I am a baby Mommy,

your baby.

I think and feel.

Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.

I don't like him.

He seems cold and heartless.

Something is intruding my home.

The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!

Please make him stop!

I can't get away from it!

Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy

I am okay.

I am in Jesus's arms.

He is holding me.

He told me about abortion.

Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, DEFINITELY repost this and if you almost cried, post this in your blog!

please if you read it,, post it on your blog,, because it mybe can b helpful for many people out there! ayoo yooo,, kasian lohh Tuhan udahh cape2 kasi nyawa,, mlh dibuang sia2,, ckck,, because,, u know,, even though it's still an embrio,, it has a heart that beats,, it has a LIFE! like rest of us,, =)

down here is one of the example of abortion,, see him/her,, and feel him/her,,

-concern bout abortion

bandung

2009-02-17T20:34:00.005+07:00

hey heyyy!!
finally i went to bandung with lydia and bu aster,, haha,,
tujuan utama k bandung: praktek undur2 bwd ICYS,,
tujuan sampingan k bandung: meet him! wlopun cuma bentar doang,, =)

jdii bgini tohh critanyahh,, gw pagi2 bngun jem stengah 5an,, liat jem,, matiin alarm,, tdur lgii,, haha,, jem 5an,, bngun,, beres2,, mandi dll,, kebawah,, dijemput lydia jem 6an,, kta nunggu bu aster d pintu samping loren,, sementara ituhh gw ma lydia msti mskin data komputer k usb gw yg akn d kasi k widya biar bisa d kasi k idl (berhubung tuh usb baruu,, gw rada gaptek gag tau cara pakenyahh,, mkanyah mskin datanyah msti nunggu lydia,, haha) after that we berangkat!! yahh bagian ini bs d fast forward krn sebagian bsr waktu kami tidur,, (yahh kecuali supirnyah lahh,, haha) nyampe d bandung lngsung kta nyari mobil holland bakery,, yahh rencananyah c maoo bliin roti gtu bwd staff2nyahh yg d itb,, tpii gag ktmu,, jdi yasudalahh,, hihi,, krn gag ktmu2 jga,, kta k itb,, nah d itb,, kta ngerjain proyek undur2 kta,, mulai dari ambil darah lewad buntut tuhh tikus (kasian c pake d potong trus d pijet2 biar kluar tuh darah,, tpi mo gmn lagii,, maafkan kami tikus!) ampe bkin ekstrak undur2 ama ngambil serum darah,, semua mantaps! haha,,

di bwh inii merupakan fto saia dgn tangan saia yg belepotan darah tikus,, =p

dan dibawah inii adalahh lydia dan saia dgn darah yg udh d sentrifuse 2x,, jdii tinggal serumnyahh,,

lanjut~ pokoknyah tuh serum2 bkal d bekuin biar tahan lama soalnyah bsk2 bru d uji,, haha,, and tht's what i did in itb,,

well,, the nice things happend after itb,, jadii kami bis slese emg rencananyah maoo mkn batagor kingsley (we are craving for it!!) tpii tkut kemlman plngnyah klo k kingsley gtuu,, jdii ad org yg berbaik hati membelikannyah untuk kamii (thx lohh!! =p) dari itb jdii kita lngsung k toko es duren yg baru tapi enk d dket daerah unpar,, yg bernama 'bengkel duren' <-- yahh namanyah emg rada anh sehh,, haha,, klo mauu tauu,, kalian bisa nanya orgnyah langsung alamatnyah dmn,, krn gw pun gag afal,, haha,, jdii kta mkn batagor d toko es duren ituhh,, yakk sebagai org yg alergi cabe,, gw lngsung bertanya pda lydia klo tuh bumbu kacangnyah pedes ato ga,, dy blg kaga,, jdii gw mkn pke tuhh bumbu kacang,, ternyataaa,, pas d tngah2 santapan,, lydia kepedesan,, ituh artinyahh,, gw kepedesan bngd! ckck,, krng ajar tuh bumbu kacang! muka gw ktnyah saat ituh merah bngd,, ckck,, nasib2,, haha,, abis batagor abis,, org yg baik ituuhh udah mesenin es duren bwd kita ber3,, gw terdiam,, hening,, 'lyd! lu cobain dulu dehh,, enk gag?' lydia menyantapnyah,, dan,, ktanyahh enak! tpii gw masii ragu2,, 'bu,, cobain dehh,, enk gag?' bu aster menyantap,, dan enak menurut pendapatnyahh,, darii situ ada aura2 anh darii sebelahh kanan gw,, menyuruh gw untuk segera mkn tuh es duren,, dgn berad hati gw coba,, dannnnnn,, ternyata enak! haha,, dr pertama tuh org critain gw ttg es duren,, gw udah meragukan gtuu,, tpii ternyata enk jga,, haha,, abis slese mkn es duren,, c bu aster k wc,, (critanyah mo bkin biar gw bisa ngobrol leluasa ama tuh org baikk,, haha,, wlpun caranyah ktawan dan sedikit nyindir,, tpii makasihh yah bu! hihi) pas bu aster pergi gw lngsung memberikan dy bingkisan yg tertunda,, haha,, (untuk info bingkisan lebih lengkap dpt lngsung d tnya k org yg nrima,, k?) abis bu aster balik dr wc,, kta harus berpisahh,, ahh tidakkk!! tpii tak apalahh,, moga2 ad lain waktu gw dan org yg baik ituh dpt bertemu,, hihi,, d mbil,, gw d sindir2,, sampe akhirnyahh tibalahh waktuu untuk tdur (lagii) haha,, tht's the end of my trip to bandung,, wish i couldgo to bandung someday only to visit him (tpii kyknyahh gag mngkin dehh,, haha)

message for the kind guy: thx for everything! especially thx for the batagor! (u know lahh how long i've been craving for it =p) o yeaa~ hope u like my presents lohh,, hihi,, it's a shame that we only can meet for a short period of time,, i hope next time we meet,, we could be together for a whole day =)

-craving for tiramisu cake =p

valentine day

2009-02-14T14:44:00.006+07:00

hey hey everybody!! it's vday already!! hihi,, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY PEOPLE! shower this world with love,, hope u all can find ur own love out there =)

well,, today akhirnyahh gw jdii ktmu ma koko ricky sodara gw,, hihi,, after i join the hip hop class,, gw dan tata main alat dgnnyahh,, hihi,, (thx loh ko btw!) skrg gw sdg berbaring d ranjang tercinta gw,, pegal2,, (ko ricky perhatian c,, tdii suru gw istirahat gtuu,, tp sama ajh! haha) gag tauu knp c koko ituh emg iseng bngd,, masa klo ama tata dy bae,, beban d kurangin,, nahh klo ma gw? ckck,, haha,, but overall u r awesome brother! (bnrkah dy mirip bngd ma UB?? ckck) ayoo ko! bsk lgii!! jmpt gw!! haha,, =p

NOW I'M HAPPY =)
ad yg ngirimin gw paket gtuu,, wlopun gw msti ngambil tuh paket d ujung bsd,, tp,, thx bngd lohh,, haha,, *untuk detail gag bs d jlskan,, maap2,, haha*
for YOU: happy vday yahh,, hihi,, thx bngd lohh bwd paketnyahh (bkin melting,, haha,,) ur so sweet!! ILU!! =p

so one of the presents inside the box is a song cd,, this is the lyric of my 2nd fav part of the cd,, the song is called 'All My Life' by K-Ci and Jojo,, (i put it on my blog,, if you want to hear it,, just click the last I):

Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,

sweeter than you

and I will never find another lover more precious than you,

precious than you

Girl You are Close to me just like my mother,

Close to me just like my father,

Close to me just like my sister,

Close to me just like my brother

You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,

You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above,

For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,

I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile my face always seems to glow,

You turn my life around,

You pick me up when I was down,

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile my face glows,

You picked me up when I was down,

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile my face glows glows,

You picked me up when I was down

and I hope that you feel the same way too,

Yes I pray that you do love me too!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

All my life I pray for someone like you

well,, that is gonna b my song of the moment =p (heart) it!

can't wait to celebrate vday and prengkie's bday in the cafe-mulia hotel with my besties! haha,, thn ini krn satu dan dua hal,, akhirnyah gw vday ama tmn2 gw,, i'm not disappointed (well,, a little,, =p) but,, love my besties as well! kawans,, tunggu saia yahhh!! hihi,, sayang kalians!!

-happy.happy.HAPPY =p

my time alone

2009-02-11T14:47:00.004+07:00

hey heyy,, at last i can use the internet,, well,, it's my school wifi,, so it's kinda slow,, but i can live with that =p so now it's my project period,, yahh as usuall,, gag ngapa2in,, apalgii skrg lydia lgii ul kimia gtuu,, jdii i'm alone now,, nothing to do =( eh lydia balikk,, haha,, tpii udh mauu plng,, yasudahlahh,, haha,,

today i'm gonna talk about idelia's swit 17 as i have promised,, LOL,,

lydia janji ama gw klo bkal siap jem 4an,, jdii krn siangnyah ad rapat gw msti blik jem 3an dr sms,, jadwal udah fix,, rapat jem 1an ampe 3an,, balikk,, mandii,, siap2,, d jemput lydia,, and caoooo,, tpii,, pas gw tnya jem 4an lydia blg,, 'kta jdi pginyah jem stenga 5 ato 5an yahh' swt,, dah siap gw,, dah make up,, sedihh,, patahh hati gw ma lydiaa,, hixx,, haha,, ternyataaa smua,, gara2,, REZKIIII!! dy lgii tnding bola gtuu (btw,, congrad yahh yg mnang!!) jdii msti nungguin dy,, TAPII jem 6an dy bru beres,, ckck,, yg tdinyah mao brangkat jem 4an jdii jem 6,, mana acara mulainyah jem 7 apalagii d mbilnyah lydia smuanyah candle,, awww~ jdii kta ktmuan ma rezki d dpn omni,, jem 6an! dy abis tanding,, BLOM MANDI,, gag mauu tauu msti jln,, gag sempet mndii,, ckck,, akhirnyahh kta bawain parfum bwd dy,, yg membuat satuu mobil jdii wangi,, ckck,, lanjutt~ di mobil,, gw lydia anet latian nyanyi 'you got a friend'-nyahh McFly (search the song! love it!!) bwd d jdiin suprise bwd idel,, hihi,, nyampe2 d olive tree hotel nikko,, PAS BNGD,, idel bru kluar,, ckck,, klo kta telat,, bs2 rezki gw gantung kebalikk,, haha,, canda2 ki!! =p kesan pertama idel dtg: CUAKEPPPP,, idel mlm ituuhh cantik bngd dehh,, kyk agnes monica gtuu,, tpii ktnyah kyk sandra dewii,, jdi mirip sp?? agnes dewi? haha,, (iyee gw tauu jayusshh) yea~ pertama kta nyanyi2 bla2 yg d lanjutkan dgn mkn mlm,, mknannyahh MANTAP! thx yahh del! wlopun gw cuma mkn dimsum ama sushi sashimi,, tpii puas kokk del,, PUAS! =) btw,, wktu mkn gw kesita gara2 msti latian nyanyi accapela ntuhh,, di private room blkng gtuu (rada gag jls ruang apaan,, haha) abis ituh msti cndle dluu,, abis cndle,, bru dehh kta nyanyii,, abis nyanyii idel gw pelokk,, haha,, sedihnyahh c idel gag nangis,, pdhal kta udh nyiapin suprise,, pas d tnya alesannyahh,, dy blg,, 'gw udah bnyk d kerjain gtuu,, haha' ckck,, abis ituhh kta main games!! games beruntun gtuu,,

game 1: kaki diiket balon,, hrs berusaha mecahin balon tmn,, tnpa balon ndiri pecah,,

yahh bs ditebak,, balon gw pecah! haha,, nonii nehh,, mkn tmn! haha,,
games 2: pemenang game 1 maen rebutan kursi,, (tpii bkn kyk monik pnya) jdii d kursi udh ad cwo duduk tngannyah k belakang,, ngangkang,, cwe yg rebutin gtuu,, haha,, seruu dahh,,

yahh pokoknyahh intinyahh yg mnang tuhh games colekk ma nenek,, mrk b2 dpt hp!! hihi,,

abis ituhh kta ad joget2 bersamaa,, dan eng i eng,, slow dance! c idel sngaja masang2 bbrapa org yg lgii 'panas gosipnyah' saat ituhh,, haha,, (idel blg mauu ngerjain gw,, tpii gag bs,, haha) yahh stlh ituhh bnyk yg plng,, untuk slow dance,, akhirnyahh gw ma stanley.bale,, krn ktnyahh yg mnang dpt tiket premiere gtuu,, mkanyahh gw stanley dan sinchan aridi dgn smangat 45 mauu menang!! tpii ujung2nyahh pasangan gw sinchan dan kta memenangkan flashdisc 2 gb,, lumayan2~ haha,, thx loh del! hihi,, well after that brenda anet lydia gw carla memberikan idel,, her last suprise,, kta bawain kue,, hihi,, lau colek2an kue (dikit,, abisnyahh kuenyahh syng,, haha) well tht's all for idelia chandra's parteee,, it's FUN! =)

this is one of the pics from idl's partee (ini sebelum idl d colekin kue,, yeaa~ you know lahh how it goes =p)

well today,, mr william go back to bandung,, so i won't meet him for long time,, yeaa~ it's sad,, but what can i do?? haha,, skrg sibuk dy ngurusin bengkel durennyahh,, (duren muluu nehh yg d urusin,, =p) haha,, gud luck yaph!! =)

-nothing to do,, (really??!! LOL)

help help!! i can't sleep

2009-02-09T03:45:00.004+07:00

so,, u can see the title of this post,, yaph,, i can't sleep ='( i don' know the reason,, just can't sleep,, text him,, but he didn't reply *yea~ i know he's asleep,, so he won't reply it* so,, dr pda gag ad kerjaan,, gw membuka blog inii dan mengupdatenyahh =)

bdan saia lemas2 pegal2,, this is because tdii ad swit 17 idel,, tpii sebelum kta msk k critanyahh swit 17 idel,, gmn klo kta ngomongin sehr sebelum swit 17 idel? bagaiimanaa?? hihi,,

07FEB09,,
harii yg menyenangkan bagii bbrapa ank 2ipa2,, inii adlh harii dmn mantan.2ipa2 merayakan swit 17nyah,, sp lagii klo bkn monik? (hepi bdei loh mon!) tpii sbelumnyahh marilahh saia ktakan bahwa,, i watched benjamin button! (klo lu ngertii critanyahh,, MEANING abis! behh~) nahh lanjut,, after i watched it,, i bought a present for monic *well,, technically kadonyahh patungan =p* after that i went home,, beres2,, jmpt desi ama catherine (lama nunggu d mbil krn KADO.SATU LAGI.NYAH BLON D BUNGKUS MA MRK!) laluu jmpt ivani dan k rmh iin dlu bwd ambil brg gw,, bru dehh kt k telaga seafood restaurant a.k.a tempat swit 17nyahh,, dsna kta bertemu dengan para undangan dari candle tree (gag tauu nama2nyah) dan jugaa ad ibu caroline,, ibu aster,, dan ibu lena (yg dtg pas lgii doa yg dipimpin ma ibu caroline,, =D) yakkk! abis doa kta nyanyiii,, potong kue,, trus ad ank candle tree yg nyanyii sempurna *suara lu~ GAOOLL!* trus kta mkn kue,, dan saatnyahh untukk,, yakk! games!
btw,, pertama monik kluar dgn dress pinknyahh en high heels *so kyut gtuu-bembi terpesonaa* laluu dy gnti jdii jeans jumper pink ma spatu pink *nice!*
games pertamaaa: joget berpasangan dgn balon yg d apit dgn punggung,, <-- yg mnang ank candle tree
down here,, games pertama,, cath n moses + desi.mba n bembi,,games keduaaa: rebutan kursi <-- yg menang,, our very own MELISSA =)

btw,, yg dr loren ituhh,, ada gw cath desi ivani bembi moses vini melissa tm serta para guruu dan ank2nyahh,,
oh yeah,, mybe some of u find it biasa,, tapii,, d swit 17 monik ad murid seangkatan gw yg pcran ma guru lukis candle tree,, ank candle tree lahh! wew,, well i found it shocking!
abis games,, we eat! yea~ seafud lahh (p.s for will: ada CUMI GORENG TEPUNG LOHHH!! =p) yahh enk lahh~ hihi,, pas mkn,, busuknyahh kta mulai kluar,, kta fto2 (baca: jepretan pertama fto bnran,, jepretan kedua bembi monik doang yg dgn 'tdk sengaja' duduk bersebelahann,, hihi) stlh mkn,, 'NONTON YUUUUU!!' sebenernyahh msh ad acara,, games2 gtuu,, tpii krn kta takk tauu mauu ngapain lgii,, akhirnyahh gw moses bembi ivani melissa metta (yg d jmpt moses) pergi nntn underworld (watch it! nice movie!) d sms yg ramenyahh setengahh matii!! (i met mikii! dah lama gag ktmu ma dy,, hihi,, kpn nehh mikk kta puppy?? hihi =p) laluu stlh ituhh plng,, well tht's all for the day =) down here is kami dgn monik serta bu lena dan ibunda dari monik =p

well,, i will tell u all about idel's party in separated post,, cause it's special,, k? but not now,, cause i have heaps to do =)

-can't sleep,, had a sakid perut ='(

do something good.feel something real

2009-02-03T16:08:00.001+07:00

hey heyy,,i wrote this post during the speaking and listening class,, so boring!! wew,, shawn now is talking bout needy,, 'so class what is needy? indentify something/one that is needy!!' wtf! dan kta mendengarkan suatu rekaman interview yg mantap abis,, d tengah2 interviewnyah ada suara piano,, suara org nyanyii dan suara anjing menggong-gong,, woof woof~ swt,, mana suara orgnyahh kecil bngd lgii,, ckck,, *sakid hatii gila dengernyahh* shawn tiba2 dtg k gw,, 'michelle i need u to close ur laptop for me,, kay?' wew,, bntar yee boo,, ckck,, demi lu?? for what? it's like u r my boss! huh! well,, talking bout the title of this post,, i quote it from one of the listening tht we do,, it's simple but i love it,, cause it's true,, so tht's why im gonna try to do more good things for others in need =)

today is so humid,, just little rain,, pdahal d thn2 kmrn tgl 3 feb ituh adlh tgl dmn banjir tuh plg dasyat! why there's no float ths year in jakarta?? huhu,, *gila perut gw skrg kenyang bngd (nyambung abisss)* tdii liga futsal,, ank kls 2 ips klh ma ank kls 1,, ini dekarenakan olehh HUJAN KECIL yg dtg tiba2,, ngeganggu ajahh,, ckck,,

today yg plg menyenangkan adalah saia dan teman2s ngobrol//gosip2 d kantin,, dan,, eng i eng,, ad topik yg 'penting abiss' ckck,, to refresh ur memories kawans,, tdi kta membicarakan tentang yg nyerempet2 ke arah yg berhubungan dgn PIK,, baju renang,, segitiga,, dan dan dannn,, lanjutannyah,, haha,, *apaa c cum,, ckck* gw curiga otak kta udahh gag seperti yg duluu,, haha,,

but tht's not the only thing im worried about,, im worried bout him,, he's now in the hospital,, he got the dengue fever,, he's 39 degree high,, ='( sedii bngd dehh,, pdhal dy d jkt tpi gag bs ktmu gara2 dy (tetep) nun jauh dsana,, ckck,, coba dy ad d omni ato d lippo dehh,, gw jenguk d,, ckck,, heyy mr ignatius william,, sorry tht i can't be beside u right now,, sorry tht i can't be thre for u when u r sick,, it's not like i don't want to,, but i can't,, sorry ='( i wish i can,,

-*crossing finger,, wishing hard*

today

2009-01-31T23:36:00.002+07:00

harii inii,, saia bangun siang,, laluu mandii,, prgi k kuburan bwd sembahyang,, laluu prgi k ultah philip,, dan plng,, short day for me,, tommorow my sis come back from perth for holiday,, hoping she'll have a pleasant flight :D

well,, sebelum bln ini berakhir,, gw mauu mengucapkan alles gute zum geburtstag -- happy birthday,, buat:
17: marcello//bembi
19: philip + clarissa//dotis
20: devin
21: rheta
25: ernest
29: pa tri (jdii inget pa tri d kerjain ama ank kls gw,, haha,, berkesan tuhh! :D)
31: loren//ddnyah stvn
wish all of u all the best,, may God bless u all >.<

he said that he's all better,, hope he will get well soon so he could go back to jakarta next week,, *LOL* now he's asleep,, want to text him,, but don't want to disturb him,, *sigh*

-i miss u like crazy

whatevs

2009-01-30T23:54:00.003+07:00

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

And though I can’t be with you tonight

And know my heart is by your side

diatas ini merupakan potongan dr lyric 'if you'r not the one' by Daniel Bedingfield,, lyricnyah klo d baca keren bngd,, menyentuhh hati,, cieeeehh~

actually right now i don't have anything to do,, i can't sleep (some part of me just thinking of him,, worrying about him) tpii emg gw tuhh sprtinyah anh,, klo bsknyahh liburan,, gw bs ajahh begadang kuat bngd,, kyknyah insomnia nehh gw,, haha,, sbnrnyah mauu tdur,, tpi gag bs,, *swt*

yasudalahhh,, dakuu ingin matikan laptop dan mencoba untuk tdur (amin klo bs,, hihi) spertinyahh kokk saia jdii rajin sekalii yahh mengupdate blog? haha,,

-lalala~

get well soon

2009-01-30T21:00:00.003+07:00

so today is a holiday! yea~ (jarang2 gtu loren ngasi libur,, haha) i woke up late,, and went to sms with cecel,, we watched bride war,, it's great!! <-- watch it kawnss!! hihi,, then i went to the gym,, join the body pump class,, and then (bolos les) hang out at cecel's,, and here i am bloging,,

hr ini bnran dy sakid,, dy gag bs tdur,, tpii dy gag sms gw,, dy tkut mengganggu gw,, mlh skrg gw yg gag enk ma dy,, klo bs mlh gw mao nemenin dy,, huhu,,

note for YOU: GET WELL SOON!! heyy,, u never disturb me,, just tell me,, i'll be there for u,, k?

-say no more,, say no more,,

kambing jantan!

2009-01-29T22:57:00.002+07:00

at last,, kawaans,, setelahh d tunggu2,, film kambing jantan akan keluar jgaa! can't wait to see it! ayoo kawans klo udahh kluar marii kta nntn brg!! MANTAPS,,

-yea~

for YOU

2009-01-29T21:22:00.004+07:00

this post is specially for YOU,, (cieehh~ apahh c?? haha)
saia akan mendukung apapun yg engkauu lakukan,, termsk wlopun duren yg hrs d pentingin,,--sepertii skrg,, saia menungguu saat kau berurusan ma durenmuu tercintahh-- haha,, (ngalahhlahh gw ma duren,, hihi,,) because i know it's important for you,, and what's important for you,, is also important for me,, (aaahhh~ haha,,) but,, dont b too tired lahh,, so u wont get ill :) still waiting for ur promise lohh!! hihi,, MU!

-signing out

crazy project time

2009-01-29T20:51:00.005+07:00

hey heyy,, so now im dilligent to update my blog,, haha,, so happy that finally i can use the internet,, hihi,, skrg lgii nungguin seseorang yg lgii ngurusin usahanyahh,, bntar lgii maoo buka,, rada sedihh sehh dikalahkan olehh duren,, tpii maoo gmn lgi,, hrs mendukung apapun yg ia lakukan,, haha,, btw this blog is not bout it,, saia hr inihh akan bercerita ttg jem proyek saia,, :D

jdii d loren ituuhh ad yg namanyah jem proyek,, semua org akan dsuru untuk buat 1 proyek besar buat setahunn,, buat kls 2,, proyeknyahh ndiri2 (kn klo kls 1 dlu kta ditemani oleh satuu partner tercintahh agar tdk bosan--krn gag ngapa2in,, haha) nahh tetapii thn ini gw akan pergi ikt ICYS,, jdii gw mengerjakan proyek gw bersama dgn partner tercintakuhh,, LYDIA,, hihi,,

knp gw blg jem proyek gw gila??

krn,,

1. gw b2 (yg b2 cuma bbrapa org gtuu)

2. proyek gw prakteknyahh d ITB --> alhasil d loren gag ngapa2in,,

3. nilai proyek gw mendekati 8

yakk klo dirangkum jdii satuu,, beginii hasilnyahh,,

udahh proyekk b2,, gag ngapa2in,, dpt 8 pula,, ckck,, haha,, maaf lohh,, bkn slh saiaa,, haha,,

jdii,, apakah yg saia lakukan pda jam2 proyek??

pertama dtg absen,, trus buka laptop,, maen internet ampe plng,, kdg foto2 d laptop,, haha,, bgtulahh indahnyahh jem proyekk saia bersama lydiaa,, haha,,

this is two of my pics taken on the project period ^^

muka nista lydia,, wenda dan saia,, haha,,

senyum indah,, senyum pepsodent!! yea~

-cheers!

comment

2009-01-28T21:40:00.001+07:00

attention people,,
jika ingin memberikan komen,, silahkan tuliskan di tag board ajahh!! (krn ga gag tauu setting komen gw,, haha,,)
thx2,, :D

congrads!

2009-01-28T13:45:00.002+07:00

so this is my another unimportant post,, this post is only for saying these simple words,,

CONGRADS YAHH BUAT IIN + ERNEST.DH.TUKUL (23.01.09)

didoakan langgeng,, and thx for the PBJ :D

officially missing YOU

2009-01-28T13:26:00.002+07:00

heyy guys,, so this post is not really important,, but,, this is Tamia's 'Officially Missing You',, LOVE this song! (click the last I to listen to the song)

oh yea~ i'm officially missing YOU! :D

[Verse One]

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today

I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]Oh can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]

All I do is lay around

Two ears full of tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all

I don’t know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say

That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way

To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official

You know that I’m missing you

Yeah yes

All I hear is raindrops

And I’m officially missing you

27 January 2009

2009-01-27T10:01:00.006+07:00

hey heyy,, so i fulfil my promise,, i finally updated my blog :)

btw,,
GONG XI FAT CHOI!! angpaoo na laii,, LOL,, happy chinese nu yer yahh bagi org2 yg merayakan,, bagii yg dpt angpao bnyk,, jgn lupa bagi2,, hihihi,,

this is my promise: from this day,, akan lebihh rajin berolah raga :D
why? let me tell u my stories,,

25.01.09
merupakan hr sebelum xinchia,, udahh custom d keluarga gw hrs mkn mlm brg,, tapii thn ini berbedaa,, siangnyahh,, ada mkn siang xinchia ma popo gw dr nykp,, menunyahh MANTAP! ada ikan,, ayem,, bebek,, babi,, babii,, dan BABIII,, trus balik k rmh buat mkn mlm xinchia ama apo gw dr bokap,, ada ikan,, ayem,, puyunghai,, babii,, dan BABII,, jdii intinyahh,, gw lama2 bisa jdii BABI bnran,, ckck,, parahh2,,

26.01.09
sepertii biasa hr xinchia adalahh hr untuk hunting angpao (terima kasihh sodara2kuhh :D) dan selain hunting angpao,, hr xinchia adalahh harii untuk makan2 brg,, akhirnyahh bs disimpulkan bahwa gw menjadii tambah BUNTEL! (seperti yg d katakan oleh seseorang,, ckck)

well,, intinyahh,, berjanji untuk menjadii lebihh disiplin! yea~

i'm happy :)
inihh berhubungan dgn judul post kmrn inii,,
a promise,,
yea~ i'm waiting for the promise =p
(remon d sebelahh gw nanya apaan promisenyahh,, 'kepo bngd c lu mon,, haha')

note for someone: a while is A WHILE! ckck,,

oh yeah,, this my pic on the chinese nu yer day,, the lil girl is my smallest niece :) so cute!!

so thats all :D
-signing out

25 January 2009

2009-01-25T22:09:00.002+07:00

heyy heyyy,,

akhirnyahh saia bisa memenuhii janjii saiaa,, akhirnyahh setelahh bbrapa lamaa,, saia mengupdate blog inihhh (kyk ad yg baca dehh,, haha) btw anyway buswayy,, krn inii mlm xinchiaa,, jdii smuanyahh gong xi fat choi yahhh!! angpaoonyahh jgn lupa d bagi2,, hihi,,

today's jinx:

(hr ini gw dtg k rmh oma gw,, dan oma gw memberikan gw 1 jinx)

klo lu liat garis tngan luww,, lihatlahh garis yg plg atas (mudah2an lu pda tauu,, LOL) apakahh yg lurus satuu doang?? ato dua2nyahh? bagii cwo2,, berbahagialah klo dua2nyah lurus,, artinyah lu berpotensi jdii rajaa,, sementara yg cwe,, klo dua2nyahh luruss,, artinyahh umurmu takk panjang nakk,, ckck,, well it's only a jinx,, just believe it or not,,

well,, i'm in a happy mode :)

krn akhirnyahh saia dpt jln brg k GI (gag cuma jln brg biasa lohh,, hihi) tpii disaat yg bersamaan,, temans2 ad yg ngebohongin gw,, ckck,, masa ad bbrapa yg k GI jga tpii gag blg2,, kn bs jln brg,, ckck,, the reason: takut ngeganggu,, ckck,, tpii gpp,, ttp senangs,, dpt bajuu xinchia (finally!!) dan dress bwd swit17 tmn gw (tpii dcnyahh d gantii,, jdii gag bs gw pke dket2 inihh,, ckck)

and there's another reason that make me super duper happy,, (<-- this is related to the title of this post,, LOL)

this is my promise: setelahh xinchia selesaii,, akan lebihh rajin berolah ragaa!!

gilaa,, xinchia tuhh ajangnyahh mkn punyaaa,, tdii siang mkn siang xinchia d rmh oma gw dr nykp,, ada ikan,, bakmie,, ayem,, bebek,, babii,, babii,, BABIII,, gila,, jdii babii bnran gw,, ckck,, mlmnyahh mkn mlm xinchia d rmh gw bersama keluargaa gw dr bokap,, ada ikan,, puyunghaii,, ayem,, bakmiee,, babii,, babii,, BABIII,, ckck,, smuanyahh ajahh babii,, membuat gw tmbh buntel,, xinchia = harii buntel seduniaaa,, LOL,,

and,, thts all folks,, emg nehh post rada gj,, tapii,, yasudalayahh,, yg pnting gw menepatii janjii gw untuk nulis blog,, hihi,, bsk hrs bngun pagii,, saatnyahh untukk NYARII ANGPAOOO,, haha,, cheers!

-signing out :D

--waiting for the promise,,

SORRY from me

2009-01-20T09:22:00.002+07:00

Hey,, sorry i haven't update my blog for soooo lonngggggg (like anyone care,, lol)
but i promise i will update it,, cause i have lots of stories to tell! :D
(but not now cause i'm at school right now,,)
see u at the next post!

signing out,,
-allen cu michelle

update

2008-10-26T23:19:00.002+07:00

the purpose of this post is,, just to sayy thx for my sis,, for editing my photo so it's marvelous for my friendster bground,,

want to see it? just go to my fs,, here's the link,, http://profiles.friendster.com/allencumichellehe

if u see it,, write me a comment about it kay? thx,,

buaii,,
-signing out :D

boring.sitting.blogging

2008-10-25T16:23:00.002+07:00

here i am,, with my 2 friends (lydia and idelia) in cold rock.FX,, i suppose to do my biology paper,, but the laziness come and sit next to me,, LOL,, so i'm just surfing the internet and decide to update my blog,, here i am,, boring,, nothing to do,, just fooling around,, waiting for something to happend,, waiting someone to call or text *who is tht?? haha*

it's the second time i go to fx,, and this time i walk around the building,, the first opinion tht i hv is,, this is not indonesia,, haha,, well not tht extreme,, but it's true,, when u walk through the door,, u're like walking through anywhere door (pintu kmn saja-doraemon *LOL*) and fx is,, well u can say it is small,, not very big for a mall,, the most interesting part of fx is tht,, fx hv a enormous slide from the 7th floor,, *i want to try it!! but i can't,, must shop 200k or pay 75k to slide it,, wew*

today recommendation--> cold rock's nuts about macadamia + cookies n cream topping + crunchie,, yum yummm,, it's a must try man! all the flavor melt in ur mouth,, haha,, ;p

*this is me with THE ice cream,, craving for more :D*

now idelia is still determine to finish her biology paper,, lydia is reading a novel while me,, i am writing this post,, don't know what to write,, LOL,,

my plan for today is,, i'm going to midnight watch HSM3 in SMS with carla,, lydia and lydia's sis,, can't wait to see zac's act,, *the fact is: i don't like him,, haha,, i see him as a gay,, no offense but it's written in his eyes*

well,, this my post for today,, mybe i hv a lot to share with u all,, but,, i don't know how to write it and,, well,, who read my blog? LOL,,

buaii,,

-signing out

incident

2008-10-13T20:21:00.004+07:00

yesterday is a unlucky day,, there was a softlens incident,, when i take off my right softlens,, i think i missed it,, so i try again,, again and again,, the worst part is that i hurt my right eye ball and it bleed *just a little* wew,, so i'm forced to wear glasses today,, sigh~ TT_TT

*this is me with my glasses :D*

so that's my post for today,, nothing special today,, just another boring day of school,,

buai,,

-signing out :D

so long.and.goodbye

2008-10-12T22:53:00.002+07:00

yeahh,, long time i didn't update my blog,, i'm busy,, *LOL*

first of all,, i want to say,,
alles gute zum geburtstag to my brother,, i know it's late,, like i say,, i'm busy,, haha,, so,, happy belated birthday to my brother (ROBERT.UB),, wish him all the best,, GBU :D

today,, my sister took off to perth,, she is starting her preperation this month,, good luck for her <3 i hope she can take care of her,, i wish her the best and may GOD always bless her,, LOL,, i didn't cry,, it's not because i don't love her (love her :3) but i will see her on dec,, so,, not gonna miss her (?! wew)

let's move on,, i am in the mood for exercising,, i'm in the mood for sports!! haha,, hope it can help me shed weight,, amen,, :D so i can make my parents proud,, with the help of gold's gym and supports from my parents ad friends,, i think i can do it,, go.go.go me!! (narcism attack)

i miss DDR in sms,, it have been broken for a few days and luckily,, it's FIXED! so i can play ddr again,, thx GOD,, c'mon let's go to sms guys,, we havw something to do in sms finally,, yeay! *but,, the monitor is a lil'bit weird i think*

that's all for today,, hopely i can update my blog more often,, LOL,,

buaii,,
-signing out :D

spininning.spinning.SPINNING

2008-10-02T00:36:00.001+07:00

oh no,, my head is spinning around,, hope it'll go away fast,, :'[

buai,,
-signing out :D

wht's old.wht's new

2008-09-30T19:30:00.002+07:00

old stuff: 26.09.08
alles gute zum geburtstag Matthew,, wish u all the best fr u and ur new GF *wlopun lu ga kasi tauu,, tp gw tau kokk orgnyahh sp,, haha* GBU!

old stuff: 27.09.08
alles gute zum geburtstag Stvn.Apeng,, wish u all the best! GBU!

i almost die on the 27th,, LOL,, critanyah gw zii dan sinchan k kemang,, siangnyah gw ktmuan ma sinchan ma kokonyahh d purii abis ituh bru d jmput zii buat k rmh sonia,, nahh,, dr rmh sonia k kemang naek mbilnyahh sonia,, dr situlahh hidup gw berada d seutas benang,, haha,, gw kiraa cuma ejekan c sonia nyetirnyah kyk supir angkot,, tp,, stlh gw d setirin dy,, ternyata,, BENER! omG,, sonia tuh SUPIR ANGKOT GAG TAUU JLN! wew,, udahh klo ngerem dket bngd ma mbil sblhnyahh *c sinchan ampe megangin tuh handrem* udh gtuu k kemang pake muter d tmpat yg sama 2x! wew,, kt nyampe kemang stlh akhirnyah memberanikan dirii bwd nanya,, ckck,, haha,, d kemang kt parkir d tmpat yg jauh dr tmpat yg ingin d kunjungi,, dan ujung2nyah mkn pizza marzanoo,, ckck,, d kemang gag muter2 amet krn dtgnyahh ydah rada mlm,, haha,, gw d kemang cuma dpt FULL ZIP JACKET warna ungu elektrik hoodienyah kuning,, haha,, it pun tdinyah sinchan yg mauu,, tp krn kegedean,, jdii gw yg blii,, haha,, plngnyah dr kemang,, untung kita gag nyasarr,, *soalnyah c sonia pernah ktnyah dr kemang dy nyasar k ancol,, wew* dr pengalaman ituhh,, gw bisa ngambil kesimpulan,, JANGAN NAIK MBILNYAH SONIAAA,, haha,, kidding2,,

old stuff: 29.09.08
first day as a part timer,, haha,, the worst part: mnggu ini cuma kerja sehr,, wew,, libur lebarann,,ckck,, btw,, alles gute zum geburtstag carlaa,, wish u all the best,, GBU,, cpt2 dpt cwo idaman dehh,, high class sehh tipenyahh,, haha,, *ama theo ajaahh la~ (bkn theo loren kokk)* haha,,

new stuff: 30.09.08
today as usual,, klo liburan gag ad kerjaan,, gw k sms,, buat mkn nntn ddr,, udah jdii paket combo tuhh,, haha,, tp hr ini krng puas nehh maen ddrnyahh,, ckck,, hr ini tdii nanya2 ttg gold's gym d temenin carla,, smoga bonyok ngijinin dehh,, samchan d perut gw sdh menumpukk nehh,, ckck,, gw akan berevolusi! yeah! *mohon dukungannyahh kawan2 thx~* duduhhh,, liburan betee nehh,, pda pegii smuaaa,, mana kaga magang gara2 tgl merah,, ckck,, GOD,, tell me wht should i do,,

buai,,
-signing out :D

past.present.future

2008-09-26T21:55:00.003+07:00

past:

today i got my mid semester report card,, and the result is,, *jeng~ jeng~ jeng~* i'm soo dead! merah 6 gtuu,, ckck,, nykp gw ampe ga bs berkata2 (bkn krn terharuu yg pstinyahh) tdii ad edu fair,, dan yg gw bingung,, ga ad yg pnya brosur north seattle comm college,, ckck,, anehh yaph?? pdhal kyknyah terkenal dehh,, sooo,, i didn't do anything during the edu fair,, just walking around,, nonsense,, ckck,, haha,, sorenyahh,, gw mls ekskul,, trus hujan,, *yeii* tp krn ekskul gw bola,, jdii dsuruu lanjut,, yasuw,, gw dgn rekan2 gw ujan2an dsuru ambil gawang,, tp,, pas tuhh gawang udahh nyampe,, the rain stop! wew,, jdii lembab dehh,, knp ga skalian ujan ajahh sehh?? ckckk,, tp untung ekskul,, seruu soalnyahh ekskulnyah hr inihh,, huehue,, then i go home and took a bath,, klo ga,, behhh,, matii dehh,, betis gw udh kyk kulii,, haha,, laluuu,, k sms,, maen ddr,, wew,, ad c om2 yg jagoo (maennyahh kyk pinguin gtuu,, haha) pkoknyahh dr tdii ampe skrg tuhh seruu dahh,,

present:

i think i'm being ignored by everybody,, wew,, ga tauu knp,, gw merasakan keknyah klo gw ngomong tuhh ga ad yg dngerin gtuu,, sedii bngd dahh gw,, huhuhu,, spertinyahh gw udh ga d anggep gtuu,, i had this feeling since i got to the 2nd grade,, wew,, maap lohh tmn2 klo gw ada slh,, gw merasa keknyahh kalian kokk sdh ga gtu dket lgii sehh ama gw?? gw yg menjauhh ato kalian sehh yg menjauh?? huhuhu,, gw pngin persahabatan kt balikk kyk duluu,, ap gw brubahh? plis,, tell me,, huhuhu,, tell me so mybe i can fix it,, please! S.O.S! *curhat nehh gw?? ckck*

future:

HOLIDAY HAS COME! yay! akhirnyah libur jgaa,, saatnyahh jln2 dahh mencarii uang! haha,, bsk kyknyahh mauu k purii (klo jdii) ma kemang (jdii gag yaphh? haha) yahh klo ga jdii plg ujung2nyahh k sms,, *swt dahh* heuhue,, hope this holiday will be memorable,, kantor~ wait for me!! haha,,

thts my post for today! thx for visiting my blog (kyk ad dehh,, haha)

buai,,

-signing out :D

*inilahh hsl meni gw,, kliatan gag?? sebel nehh rada ancurr TT__TT*

my medi.pedi

2008-09-25T20:14:00.002+07:00

today,, finally i did my medi pedi,, it's good,, but sumthing's wrong with it,, waaaa,, it's a combination of black and yellow *of course* haha,, :D

wew,, tomorrow,, i'm gonna die,, my mid sem report will be given,, hope i get good marks,, LOL,,

thts all for my post todayy,, i want to do my biology taskk,, huehue,,

buai,,
-signing out :D

mamma mia!

2008-09-24T21:37:00.004+07:00

hey hey,,
akhirnyahh buka blog nehh,, sumthing different bout my blog? yuph,, thx to my sis,, akhirnyahh blog gw d rombakk,, haha,, how's the new design?? gw blg sehh MANTAP,, hehe,, thx to dancing.sheep! haha,,

in this opportunity,, skalian gw mauu ngucapin 'alles gute zum geburtstag' buat org2 yg berulang tahun d bln september!! *wlopun blum ultah tp gpp dehh*
17: my mom
21: widya.babii ama jeka.di oz sonoo
25: my dad ama gio.alexan *haha*
26: matthew grant
27: steven armandho
29: carla SUHARTO
wish u all the best,, GBU all!! :D
hemat kn gw?? ngucapin lwd internet,,
haha,,

ga tauu knp,, akhir2 inii smangat gw untuk msk skolahh mkin hilang,, apalagii dgn musim yg dket liburan iniih,, beh,, mauu dehh cpt2 hr sbtu,, I WANT SUM HOLIDAYS!! yeah! haha,,
tp sblum libur,, HARUS.WAJIB.KUDU ambil rapor mid,, wew,, merahh brp yaphh?? *i'm dead!* dan pas harii jumat ituh,, bkal kur bersama IBU NURII aka mama tercintaa,, haha,, tdii sore dy ngelatihnyah sumpah napsu abis,, slh dikit,, potong,, ulang,, ckck,, kasihanilahh tenggorokan kamii bundaaa~ haha,, dan beliau berkata,, klo jumat ga dtg sblum jem 7,, ibu akan kasi nilai kalian 2! baik kan d kasi nilai,, masyaTUHAN,, ckck,, baikk bngd yahh tuhh guruu,, ckck,, amit2 dahh muka gw d samain ama tuhh org,, haha,, *aduhh jdii ngejekin org lgii gw*

ohh yaph,, gw jga ingin mengucapkan,,
SELAMAD ATAS KELULUSANNYAHH YAHH KO CHRIST!! n MARIOO *yg inihh telad bngd sumpah!* makasihh jga atas kuenyah loh ko christ,, enakk kokk,, huehue,, tp abs mkn gw jdii skid perutt,, *lohh?* haha,, delicious cheese cakee!! >.<

ngomongin mknan enk,, coba ferrero raffaelo dehh *klo gw ga slh tulis* beh,, ferreroonyahh d bkin dr coklat putih ma kelapa,, pas d gigit,, kyk meleleh gtuu dalemnyahh,, beh mantap abiss,, tp syngnyah gw ga menemukannyah d jkt,, hrs nitip ma tmn gw yg d s.pore,, makanyahh,, klo pda k s.pore blg2 yaph! nitip.nitip.NITIP! haha,,

for this post recommendation,, please watch MAMMA MIA and buy mamma mia OST,, no piracy man! haha,, great movie,, extraordinary songs! nice job! LOL,, my fav songs are,, all the songs! but i love,, gimme! gimme! gimme! (a man after midnight) *mybe bcause of my life today? haha,, say no more,, say no more*

soo,, that's my post for todayy,, hope u'll like it!!
PRESS THE SECOND I PLEASE!! haha,,

buaii,,
-signing out :D singing out loud ;p

LoVELoVELoVE.GOD!

2008-09-08T19:38:00.007+07:00

hei,, hei,, sdh lamaa jga yahh tidakk nulis nehh blog,, hehe,, akhirnyahh bisaa nulis nehh blog jgaa,, hehe,,

hari2 sebelum inii spertii biasa sajaaa,, ga ad yg spesial,, hanya sajaa,, bsk ad shawn!! WOW,, damn it! his next task is,, to talk approximately 2 minutes about ur own major obstacles and overcoming it,, wow! kerenn bngd yaph?? tp yg inii lumayan sehh,, soalnyahh tnggal ngebacot ajahh,, hehe,,

ga tauu knp,, tapii akhir2 inii gw lagii jatuhh cinta beradd ma moi beloved father,, GOD him self,, hehe,, *ceritanyahh lagii religius gtu* lagii membutuhkan dy gtuu,, ap krn influence dr seseorang yaph?? haha,, *dunno who lahh,, say no more,, say no more* adaa ga sehh org religius yg ga ushh ke gereja?? yg pnting percayaa,, ya gaaa?? hehe,,

hey hey,, FBIS FABULOUS is on the wayy! get all yer hands on board! lagii countdown nehh,, bntr lagii,, jumat inihh,, acaranyahh sdh mulai,, semoga TUHAN memberikan jalannn,, jdii acaranyahh lancar2 sajaahh,, hehe,,

adohhh,, kepalaa rada peyang2 puyeng nehh,, udhan dluu ahh,, huehue,, kpn2 nulis lagii yaphh!

*this is me with mr mouse,, haha,,*

sooo,, this is it,, gonna end this post,, haha,,

buaii,,

-signing out :D

who i hate,, ssttt

2008-08-27T14:44:00.004+07:00

this is a list of people tht i hatee,, *haha,, just for fun okay?? tp mybe ad bnrnyah jgaa,, haha,,*

1. MR. BOGEL!!
di top of the list,, ad c BOGEL a.k.a botakk geloo (lu tauu sp lahh),, tp klo lu tnya ama ank2 kls 2 SMA Loren,, psti pda benci ama dy,, apalagii kls gw,, wew,, c bogel udahh mnta d tabokinn,, klo gw sehh mauu nge.amplas tuhh pala botak biar tmbh kinclong! beh,, klo perlu,, gw bkin ga ad kulit kepala tuhh org! HUH! pokoknyahh,, harus ada partaii pembencii c bogel,, arrrgggg,, dy tuhh udah bkin peajaran lisening and speaking jadii HELL,, pdhal duluu kt udhh seneng2 ama c mr.kentucky,, huhuhu,, kembalilahh mr.kentucky,, matii ajahh k laut c bogel,, udh deportase ajahh lu k hollywood sono,,, okaay?? feedback,, feedback,, DAMN~

2. sebenernyahh gw cuma lagi benci ama c bogel,, jdii no 2 dan seterusnyahh ga ad,, haha,,

yahh sgitu dulu lahh,, ga enk 'nyurii' internet skolahh,, haha,,

buaii :D
-signing out!

dan stress mulai datang,,

2008-08-26T13:15:00.005+07:00

stress datang dan kembali,, tp skrg dateng ga kembalii2,, anjridd,, tdii ulangan fisikaa,, pokoknyahh gara2 ibuu anne potong rambut,, soalnyah jdiii lebihh susah! damn,, ahh,, sudahhlahh buu,, takk usahh kauu potong rambut lagii,, jgn2 maikin pendekk tuh rambut,, makiin ssh soal yg kauu buat,, aarrrggg,, ampe skrg stress masihh ajahh nempel di kepala gw,, huhuhu,, ternyata ank IPA mmg stress,, udahh mulai kerasa,, tetapii,, gw hrs berusahaaa!!! woooo,, ayo michelleeeee,, bisaaa,, naik kelas!! msk k north seattle comm college!! uuuooohhh!!!

aduhh,, smoga bs menjalankan kehidupan sekolahh dengan baikk,, aminnn,,
*Tuhan,, tolonglahh anakmuu inihhh!!*

buaii :D
-signing out,,

JUDUL

2008-08-16T19:38:00.003+07:00

sebelumnyahh,,
hepi belated bdeii to JaneOdelia.Noni (14.08.08),,
terima kasih lohh atas traktirannyahh d tony roma's!! (terima kasih jga ats ejekannyahh sebelum gw plng,, ckck,, gw tauu no,, pnya luu ... hahaha,,)
laluuu,, selamat yahh AlexandraLowe.Ale,, (u know what,,) makasihh lohh,, gw bru tauu setelah 11 harii,, ckck,, *krng sakid hati apahh coba?? haha,, kidding2* congrats lahh,, dunn 4get bout ur promise to me,, haha,,

laluuu,,
wew,, harii iniihh dan besokk,, serta besokknyahh lagii,, akan mengurusii mading,, doakan tim gw d lomba mading UPH yaph! hehe,, *smoga menang,, aminnn*

last but not least,,
gw mau plng dulu yaph! *lagii d rmh iin nehh* haha,, jdii,, maka darii ituh,, gw akan oph dulu,, huehue,,

buai :D
-signing out,,

colorless life,, piff

2008-08-13T21:31:00.003+07:00

today,, nothing special,, just an ordinary day,, and,, still,, it's BORING,, wew,, :'[

movie review: 'oh baby'

2008-08-12T21:44:00.003+07:00

at last,, todeii,, gw plng skolahh,, setelahh maen ddr dan mkn,, gw nnton OH BABYnyahh cincha laurahh,, *FYI,, bkn krn ngefans,, tp pensaran ma acting dy,, haha,,*
and,, here's my opinion,,
OMG,, haha,, gw dnger2 sehh,, ktnyahh ga pake aksen,, tp kokk,, d denger2,, aksen so(k) buleenyahh ituhh kluar yaph? ckck,, pdhal,, as we all know,, dy kn org jerman,, dan bhs jerman ituh lafalnyahh kyk indo,, jdii klo dy ngomongnyahh so(k) inggriss,, brartii slh aksen dunkk? haha,, back to the film,, *jdii ikt2an cmpur indo-inggris dehh,, wew!* filmnyahh LEBAI abis,, wew,, msti nntn dehh,, sepanjang film bkal ktawa ngeliat acting dy,, trus bkal ngocehh ttg filmnyahh,, pokoknyahh sepanjang film tuhh komen truss,, haha,,
(for:sinchan,, gw tauu akhirnyahh phantom paan,, ituhh kn nama samarannyahh dy? haha,, nnti blii yuu topeng phantom trus pke k skolahh,, klo d tegur kt bukanyahh kyk dy,, abis ituhh kibas2 rambutt,, haha,, jdii tuhh bkin genkk phantom? <-- ??!! kidding2) laluuu,, laluu,, tetep ajahh,, bibirnyahh mnta d tarikk (klo c widya pngin gunting tuhh bibir,, haha) biasa ajahh kalii mbaa bibirnyahh,, ga usahh d majuin,, udahh majuu kokk,, haha,, last but not least,, ituhh film dance2 gtuu kn?? tp kokk,, pemeran utamanyahh (baca:cincha laurahh) ga ngedance yahh? mana powernyahh man? (yahh wlopun gw ga bs ngedance,, tp klo mauu bkin film dance,, carii yg bgsan lagii dunkk,, haha,,) pokoknyahh,, klo penasaran,, nnton ajahh,, tp jgn d bioskop yg mahal2,, RUGI NTARRR! haha,, (iyee,, mngkin mrk untung,, tp,, lebii untung klo bs ngejekin dy,, btul ndakkk? haha,,)

udahh ahh,, sdh malam,, mata udhhh 5 watt,, huehue,, btw,, gw bkin YM,, for my friends,, add yaph! cumichelleholic@yahoo.com,, contact me!

buaii,,
-signing out

HEPI (belated) BDAY 2 SINCHAN!!

2008-08-11T19:03:00.010+07:00

first of all,,

alles gute zum geburtstag cynthiaaa//sinchan!!

wish sinchan all the best!! and may God bless her,,

and then,,

ingin mengucapkan terima kasihh kepadaa sinchan ats traktirannyahh kmrn d izzi pizza dan takemori.senci,, yang enk bngd,, huehue,,

gmn bom kentutnyahh kmrn? enk kn bs b2an d kuncii d kmr?? haha,, maap lohh,, ga sengaja kelempar,, *ketawan boongnyahh,, haha,,* yg pstii smoga nehh tahun memorable bwd lu,, soalnyahh kn kt bkal kepisah2 sebagian taun dpn,, hehe,, (btw,, ykin lu ga busuk d melbourne? ga ad mall loh,, huehue,,)

aduhhh,, lagii betee nehh,, lagii kesepian jgaa,, *nyambung abiss* bsk ada c shawn lagii,, plg mls ama tuhh guruu,, knp ga sehh dy d deportasee ajahh k LA sonohh? kn loren jdii tenang,, haha,, duhh,, jdii inget ada tgsnyahh,, ckck,, mls abisss,, serasa ingin mengamplas kpalanyahh yg botakk ituhh,, lalala~

duduhh,, ingin nnton OH BABYnyah cincha lawrahh,, tdii ga sempet,, kirain jem 5,, tp mlh aslinyahh jem 4,, ckck,, smogaa bsk jadii dehh,, *aminn* FYI,, gw nnton bkn krn gw suka ama c monyong2.so(k)HOT ituhh,, tp gw pnasarann ama hasil nge'gym'nyahh trus trus bagaimanaa dy ngedance,, huahua,, -quote- 'you say akyu sepertyi barbyi,, selaluee pretty,, menaryikk hatyii' itu lahh lagu yg dy nyanyiin,, wew,, emg menarikk hatii,, mnta d tarikk hatinyahh,, trus d jdiin dogfud,, HAHA,,

yodah dehh,, dr pda gw ngejekin org,, mnding gw udhan ngetikk nehh bloh,,

(btw,, maap bruu nulis lagii,, bru sempet bka inet,, biasalahh,, errorr,, haha,,)

soo,,

buaii,,

-signing out

.TODAY.

2008-08-05T22:38:00.003+07:00

Harii inii,,
terlihat kyk biasaa,, ngantukk saat pelajaran,, sebisa mngkin k wc,, kpanasan,, pngin cpt plng,, yahh seperti hari2 biasanyahh lahh,, cuma satu hal di sekolahh yg bkin sebel,, SHAWN!! anjritt,, bosen abis dahh!! mndingan George jauhh dehh,, *kembalilahh mr. kentucky chicken*

Harii inii,,
seperti biasaaa,, plng skolahh k sms,, maen ddr,, KCET sdh lewatt,, lagii nyobaa yg DesRow HEAVY *klo ga slh namanyahh*,, tp kokk slaluu kcapean d blkng yaph?? huhu,, pkoknyahh nnti hrs lewat!! uuuooohhh,, haha,, :D

Harii inii,,
lain dr biasanyahh,, selain maen ddr d sms,, gw jugaa k orange untukk bli bajuu (for sinchan's bdeii),, laluu k tokoo musikk untuk bli cd GUY SEBASTIAN-BEAUTIFUL LIFE yg.mantap.abiss! tp,, krn minimal payment dgn credit card ituhh cepecheng,, maka gw bli satuu cd lagii,, setelah memilih2 gw akhirnyahh memutuskan untuk membelii TANGGA-LOSTinLOVE,, saat d mbil zii,, kt ngedengerin tuhh cd dan,, SUMPAH! SAMPAH abiss! nyesel gw blii tuhh cd,, huhuhu,, *maap kpd para fans tangga,, apa dayaa,, namanyahh jga komentar gtuu*

Harii inii,,
gw ngejemput bokap gw d airport,, dan krn ituhh gw ga bs maen ddr ampe puas,, HUH!

Harii inii,,
gw coba bwd ngedit blog gw,, tp ga berhasil,, maka,, klo lu liat blog gw udahh keedit,, brartii ituh bkn gara2 gw,, tp ada tmn gw yg bntuin,, haha,, (makasihh lohh le~ *klo berhasil,, haha,,*)

Harii inii,,
gw akan oph jem 10.51,, karena ituhh,,

buaii!
-signing out :D

kwokwokwok,,

2008-08-04T21:37:00.005+07:00

iyahh,, gw tauu judulnyahh emg gejee,, tp gw bingung mauu nulis judul apahh lagii,, abisnyahh kpala gw udahh pusing ama yg namanyahh proposal,, wew,, (tuntutan ank IPA lahh~)

wew,, harii inihh,, seperti biasaaa,, bngun telat laluu k skolahh,, (dan dgn hokii ga telat a.k.a ga k guruu piket,, haha,,) todayy ga ad kejadian yg anh2,, cuma 1 yg jdii main topikk hr inii,,

NGERJAIN PROPOSAL DI S.BUCKS!! wakakakk,,

udahh ampir mati kpala pecahh,, ahh,, proposal lahh,, nnti ak blgin daddy lohh! *baca dgn nada cinchahh lauwrahh yg bibirnyahh ga nahan HOTnyah maju 5 sentii*

dgn bantuan ice triple venti caramel macchiatoo *yg skrg udh abiss* gw dgn perjuangan tinggi mengetikk *dan ga slesee jgaa tp gpp bs d lanjutin* bersamaa dgn partner sejati gw lydia.CEPLOKK,,

(foto d bwh iniihh,, merupakan fto gw ma lydia.CEPLOKK)

smogaaa,, bs,, sleseee,, BESOKK!! *aminn*

dgn bantuan laguu rohanii,, gw bertobat,, agar yg d atas sanaa,, ngasii gw kekuatan untukk bkin proposalnyahh dan lanjut skolahh d IPA,, *wew,, emg mauu perang?? haha* klo ga bisa lanjutin,, yahh nasibb,, ak blgin daddy lohh *keterangannyah bs d baca di ats,, mls nulis lagii :D*

tauukah knp lydia d pnggil ceplokk? tnya ama orgnyahh ndirii,, pokoknyahh berhubungan dgn ngecat kaleng d kursi ank2,, gambar gejee,, bunga2 bersama semangkaa,, *bingung kn? tnya orgnyah mkanyahh,, haha,,*

oh yaphh,, skrg udh jem 9.46,, berhubung gw ga mauu lama2 d sms,, * dkirain nnti penghunii sms lagii,, haha* jdii gw oph dluu yaphh!! it's time to go homee!!

buaii,,

-signing out :D

first post,,

2008-08-03T14:50:00.011+07:00

(*emg judulnyahh SERING bngd d pake,, hehe*
FINALLY,, i decided to make a blog,, haha,, why? karenaa,, tdinyahh rada mls bwd bkin blog,, tp skrg,, suka mls ga ad kerjaan,, huehue,, jdii akhirnyahh dgn keputusan yg bulat,, gw memutuskan untukk membuat blog,, haha,,
smogaaa,, blog inihh gw sering updatee,, haha,, smoga nehh blog bs jdii ajang gw melampiaskan amarahh gw,, haha,, smoga,, kalian smua yg baca nehh blog bs senanggg,, haha,,
dan inilahh post pertama gw!!
gw ga tauu mauu nulis apahh,,
*sumpahh geje abiss,, haha,, :D *
klo gtuu,, dgn blog inihh,, saya berajnjii,, akan berceritaa ttg sebuah secret mission,, tp keknyahh minggu dpn,, stlh secret missionnyahh udahh dilaksanakann,, haha,, TUNGGU TGL MAINNYAHH!
wew,, jdii ingin nnton the mummy,, *rencananyahh sehh nnti soree,, smoga ga kehabisan tiket dehh! doakan saya yahh-kokk kyk d takeshi castle sehh,, -.-*

yodahh dehh,, mo ngerjain tgs duluu,, mumpung lgii masa2 rajinnyahh,, haha,,

P.S.:

-untuk tmbahann,, inilahh ftoo gw pas mkn sushii d benton.DRAGONEEE,, cobalahh kalian mkn dsnaaa,, enk,, (lumayan) murahh,, meriah,, coba dehh dtg brg2 tmn2 sepermainan kalian,, d jamin yahudd!! MANTAP,, BRUTAL,, haha,, cheers!-

buaii,,
-signing out! :D

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stupid random shoutouts

roller coaster ride

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quote!

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sunday morning

choir

i'm loving it =)

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CONGRATULATION

heart it

heyy 2010!

break up

i miss..

lonely

dictionary

bunbu

twenty five

my recommendation

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in this particular time...

i seriously want

my favorite!

GOOD LUCK

yellow??

i wanna wanna wanna

UPs and DOWNs

life

aLONGpost

my lovely weekend

happy =)

abortion

bandung

valentine day

my time alone

help help!! i can't sleep

do something good.feel something real

today

whatevs

get well soon

kambing jantan!

for YOU

crazy project time

comment

congrads!

officially missing YOU

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25 January 2009

SORRY from me

update

boring.sitting.blogging

incident

so long.and.goodbye

spininning.spinning.SPINNING

wht's old.wht's new

past.present.future

my medi.pedi

mamma mia!

LoVELoVELoVE.GOD!

who i hate,, *ssttt*

dan stress mulai datang,,

JUDUL

colorless life,, *piff*

movie review: 'oh baby'

HEPI (belated) BDAY 2 SINCHAN!!

.TODAY.

kwokwokwok,,

first post,,

who i hate,, ssttt

colorless life,, piff